Chapter 8

That was unexpected. Did I do something wrong? I just...kissed him?

I kissed him.

That's it.

I kissed him.

But why is he mad? Isn't that what he wants? He wants me to love him.

And I...I think I like him.

I shook my head and stood up from the bed, going to the bathroom. I need to clear my thoughts.

I stripped down my clothes, turned on the water and made sure it is the temperature I like. Then, I went in, water splashing against my head and body, making me warm.

Jason's POV

Damn it, I made a big mistake. I should not have yelled at her. She just wanted to kiss me. She did. And I had to ruin everything. Damn it, me and my short temper. I should apologize. But, I don't do too well with apologies. I should buy her something. And take her out tonight. Maybe she will forgive me.

Avalanna's POV

After a long shower, I got out from the bathroom and I noticed 2 big bags and 1 big box on the bed. As I opened the first bag, I saw a lot of make-up products. In the other one was red, lacy underwear. I shook my head and a giggle escaped from my mouth. Jason and his thoughts. I opened the big box.

"Oh..." – There were a pair of black, high heels.

 I took them out and put them on the ground. In my hands, I took the red piece of clothes. It unfolded and it almost hit the ground. A beautiful long, red dress was in my hands. I looked at it in awe. As I looked down to see the heels again, I noticed a piece of paper on the ground. Carefully, I placed the dress back on the bed and picked the paper.

"Is it too late now to say sorry? I just need one more shot at forgiveness. Be ready at 8. Wear my presents.

I love you.

–Jase"

Maybe he really is trying to make this thing work. Smile spread on my face and I started to get ready.

-3 hours later-

I am late. I am late. What if Jason starts yelling at me? Lord, help me. I put my high heels on and looked myself at the mirror for the last time. I heard Jason yelling my name from down stairs. I started to run down and when I was on the last step, I lost control and I just closed my eyes.

Jason's POV

It was 7:55. I was waiting for Avalanna to arrive. My legs were shaking, my palms were sweating. I already had a glass of whiskey to calm myself a bit, but it did not really help. I looked at my watch on my wrist and it was 8:03. She was late, and she knows I hate when she is not here on time.

"Avalanna, darling." – I yelled her name and I could almost hear her gasp.

 Soon enough, I heard her heels hitting the ground and I could tell she was running. I had just moments to see her red dress looking flawless on her, and the next thing I know she is in my arms, her hands around my neck, her eyes still shut in fear. Slowly, she opened her eyes and looked at mine. My eyes moved to her red lips. A perfect moment to kiss her. I leaned even more to kiss her, my eyes shut. And I heard her giggle. She started giggling, just as I was about to kiss her. I opened my eyes and looked at her and she was laughing. I moved her body straight up, and she was still laughing. I looked at her confused.

"I- I..." – she couldn't finish her sentence, because she was laughing so hard.

"I am so sorry for ruining this perfect moment, but..." – she continued laughing, tears almost escaping her eyes, when she started waving her hands in front her eyes.

"I have makeup, I cannot cry, oh my God." – A giggle escaped her mouth once again, this time making me smile.

 It has been a long time since I have last seen her smile and laugh like this.

"I cannot believe I tripped, oh my God, what a fool." – She laughed shortly.

Oh my clumsy angel.

-Club-

We were having fun all night, even though, I thought Jason would take me on dinner, just the two of us. Right now, Jason was with his friends on our table, drinking and chatting and I was sitting next to him. He turned to me and smiled, leaning towards me.

"Are you having fun baby girl?" – He kissed my cheek.

"I actually am." – I smiled.

"Even though..." – one of the boys called Jason and he simply turned his attention towards him, making me just whisper the last few words:

"I thought it would be just you and me, on a dinner."

I looked down and stood up, to go to the bathroom. But, Jason being Jason, caught my wrist and I turned to him. He stood up and put his hand around my waist, pulling me into his body, holding me tight.

"Where do you think you are going, without telling me Avalanna?" – He whispered on my ear, gripping his teeth.

"I-I really need to use the bathroom Jason. Can I?" – I looked him in the eyes, fear taking over me.

 He loosens his grip on my waist and just nods his head.

"Be good Avalanna. Do not make me come to check on you. You have 5 minutes." - He gave me a kiss and I went to the bathroom.

After I did my business, and got out to wash my hands, I saw a phone on the sink. This was my chance to call Izzie. Without thinking, I dialed her number and called her. I was waiting for her to pick up. Come on Izzie, pick up, I do not have much time.

"Hello?"

"Izzie?"

"Yeah, this is Izzie. Who am I talking to? "

"It is me! It is..."

I felt someone take the phone from my ear and end the call. It was him. Jason. I screwed up. Now what? He is going to beat the shit out of me. His eyes were starless, but he was... Acting normal? This scares me more! Oh God, Jesus Christ, help me!

He took my hand in his and started walking to the exit of the club.

''Let's go home darling.''

I am scared. I am really, really scared.TO DEATH! He is going to kill me. That’s it, he is going to kill me...Mom, dad I am coming to you.

Moments later, he opened the door of his car and I sat on the passenger's seat. The door from his side slammed and he started the engine.

I looked at his side. His jaw was clenched, his hands gripping the wheel hard. He was mad. Angry. No, scratch that. He was beyond mad and angry. I let out a sigh, and tried to prepare myself for the things that are coming. The car stopped moving. Oh. I did not even realize we are back in the house, that Jason likes to call "our home". He caught my upper hand and dragged me into the house. He slammed the door behind him and continued dragging me to our room. Shit. What if he rapes me? Oh God, please no, please help me. Please help me. While I was praying to God, Jason threw me on the bed. I immediately backed up. He caught my leg and dragged me back to him. He sat on the bed and took me on his lap.

"Bend over doll." - My eyes got wider.

He breathed out, trying to calm himself.

"I said, bend over Avalanna." - I obeyed, scared that he might do something else.

 He pulled my dress up, making me to start move. He was holding me tight and pulled my panties down. I felt a burning sensation on my ass. And again. And again. And again. Again....He was spanking me, making me shriek in pain. I was counting to 10, but then I just let it go. I could not feel pain anymore. He pulled my panties up and pulled my dress down, then sat me in his lap.

"Who were you calling darling?" - He was looking me straight into my eyes.

I moved my gaze and looked down, not answering his question. He slapped me. Hard.

"I ASKED WHO WERE YOU CALLING AVALANNA?!"- He was yelling at me, but I stayed quiet.

He let out a sigh and shook his head.

"Get down on your knees." - He stood me up and stood up too. He undid his belt.

"I SAID GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES, GOD DAMN AVALANNA!" - He unbuttoned his jeans.

No... NO, NO AND NO! HE CANNOT RAPE ME! I got tears in my eyes, and looked at him. He looked at me and shook his head, as he continued pulling down his zipper.

"Please do not." - I said in a low voice, looking at him with tears in my eyes.

"Please do not rape me....I am sorry. Please Jason." - My voice was still low, tears now on my cheeks.

He took me in his hands and laid me on the bed, then laid next to me, pulling me into his chest. Tears were still falling down my cheeks and on the pillow. He kissed my forehead and wiped the tears from my cheeks.

"I would never rape you angel. I... I cannot. I cannot because I love you. I just, do not want to lose you. I got scared when I saw you talking on the phone. You are everything that I have in my life. If I do not have you right by my side, I am nothing. My life is nothing. There is not a reason for me to stay alive, if I do not have you. I do not want you to leave me. We are going to have kids together. I want to grow old with you angel. I want to see you as my wife, in that flawless, white, wedding dress on you, that is nothing compared to your beauty. I want to hold your hand when you are giving birth to our son, I want to see your smile when you will take our first kid in your hands and kiss his forehead. I want to die next to you, knowing I was loved. I want to call you my woman. I want to wake you up in our bed, with breakfast and a rose. I want to shower with you. I want to make love with you. I want to kiss you. I want to hold your hand. I want to see that smile and your beautiful face every day when I wake up, knowing I have the woman I love in my arms. I love you angel."

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI