Chapter 14

Victor and I sat on his bed, my eyes looking at the ground and my mind going back at Jason’s words. I wonder why the name sounds so familiar. It is like, I have heard it before. And when I say that, I do not mean that I just know it. It is like I know a person that is called like this. A person, that I care about.

I shook my head once I heard Victor calling my name. I turned my head on side and I looked at him.

“Are you alright?” – Victor asked me.

I nod my head, as I kept staring at his eyes, as if I could get the answers I wanted. Sadly, he stood up from the bed and went on the other side of it. I followed his moves, as he was pouring water into a glass. After that, he walked back to me and handed me the glass of water. I thanked him and took a small sip.

“As Jason’s best friend, I really need and want to apologize for his actions. I know he has a very short temper, so please, forgive him and have patience. He loves you, but sometimes, just because he loves you and he is afraid that he might lose you, he gets really mad and angry and he just flips out and yells at you. Do not ask him too personal questions; he will answer them when he thinks it is time for you to know them. Just try to not make him yell. “– Victor gave me a small smile, which made me nod my head in response.

5 minutes later, I left his room and went towards mine. I opened the door, but I did not see Jason in there. I simply closed it and decided to look for him. I walked down the hall and knocked on Jack’s room. There was not a response, so I just opened the door. Another of the many rooms was empty, but my eyes caught my boy, leaned on the fence of the balcony. His back was facing me. I made my way towards him, as I wrapped my hands around his body and kissed his back. His hand caught my wrist and he yanked me in front of him, my back now, touching the fence. Jason’s hand caught my jaw and he leaned my head backwards. I let him, until I thought he is going to let me fall down the balcony, and actually kill me. I decided not to scream, nor yell at him. My hand touched his cheek, slowly caressing it. His eyes went soft and back to hazel.

“It is okay. It is me. I will not hurt you. Just please, let me hug you.” – I was whispering to him.

His hand sneaked around my waist and pulled me back towards him, my face hitting his hard chest. I wrapped my hands around his waist and kissed his chest. He kissed the top of my head and I sighed in relief.

“I am sorry about everything.”- Murmured Jason against my hair.

I nod my head and looked at his face.

“I am sorry too.” – I whispered back.

He placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed my lips. My hands were resting on his chest. His lips lingered against mine, until I pulled away.

“Are you going to join me and the boys, downstairs?” – I asked, as Jason raised an eyebrow at me.

“What are you guys going to do?” – He asked me back.

I shrugged with my shoulders and went inside Jack’s room. Jason followed me and before I reached the door knob to open the door, my ass was being slapped, hard. Then, I heard Jason laugh. I turned my head to look at him. He was sitting on the Jack’s king sized bed and was holding his stomach from laughing so hard. I made my way towards him and I slapped his cheek, but not too hard.

Jason stopped laughing and looked at me, dead serious.

“Did you just slap me?” – He asked me, as if he could not believe what I just did.

I nod my head, proud as I can be. Jason took my hand and yanked me towards him, taking me across his lap. I did not say anything. I did not protest.

“Count to 10 with me baby.” – Said Jason, as his hand collided with my ass.

I kept quiet and closed my eyes. I got used to getting spanked almost every day, that it turned into pleasure for me.

“I did not hear you baby girl.”

Once again, Jason’s hand came in contact with my ass. And again, I did not say anything.

“Avalanna, count with me or it will get worse.” – Jason’s voice was stern this time.

“So be it.” – I answered him.

I could care less, if it would get worse. The next slap I got was so hard; I had to bit my lip to prevent the scream. Jason threw me back on the bed, as he got on top of me, his face right in front of mine.

“Are you enjoying my spanks, baby girl?” – Whispered Jason seductively.

“No.” – I said back.

But, I lied. Jason’s lips attached to my neck.

“Are you lying to me?” – He murmured against it.

“Yes.” – My answer was simple, my mind now, focusing on his amazing lips.

He got back to my lips, and kissed them. His tongue licked my bottom lip, as we started making out. Jason was rough, as if he was hungry for my lips. I could not complain about it. I loved it.

His hand slipped in my panties, and my hand immediately stopped his. I moved from the kiss and looked at him.

“Relax. I will not have sex with you. Let me make you feel good.”

Unsure in what I am doing, I slowly removed my hand from his. His large finger rubbed my clitoris, and I closed my eyes in pleasure. Jason kissed my neck, as he rubbed faster. Moans left my mouth and I spread my legs a little bit more, giving Jason more space. A strange feeling was building inside my stomach. I closed my legs, as Jason pushed them apart again.

“Let it out Avalanna.” – Commanded Jason.

I let a loud moan escape my lips, my whole body trembling, my hands gripping Jason’s forearms, when I heard the door being open, followed by Jack’s voice.

“Dude, not on my bed!”

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 13

Jason's smile disappeared and he just stared blankly at me. I noticed his hand turning into a fist and his body was completely frozen.

"I am sorry. Please do not get mad at me." – I whispered and turned my head towards the sandwich, then took a bite, even though I was not hungry anymore.

 He was leaned on my side, slightly touching my thigh with his hand.

"I will see you later in our room." – He whispered back to me and gave my thigh a light squeeze.

This time my whole body froze under his touch and the words he just spoke to me. Did I make a mistake? Maybe I should have not said that to him. Maybe it was early. Maybe he is mad now because it is early. Maybe he wanted to sleep with me before he kills me. Maybe he wanted me to love him before he kills me. Maybe he has not planned how to kill me, yet. Maybe he has. Maybe it is today. Maybe it is tomorrow. Maybe it is this week. Maybe it is this month. Or year. You could never know with Jason. I just hope I will spend more time with him before he kills me.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Shane's voice. Jason was still next to me, the boys were gone and Shane was standing outside the kitchen, asking me am I going to join them to play a game in the living room. I nod my head in response and he left. Now, it was just me and Jason, sitting on the kitchen table. Slowly, I stood up and took the plate in my hands. I went towards the sink and put it in. The sink was full of dishes from the boys. I sighed and pulled the sleeves of my sweatshirt up. Then, I started washing the dishes.

His hand touched my hip and I slightly jumped. My hands started to shake. I did not even notice when he got up and got behind me. His hand traveled under my shirt, to my belly. I closed my eyes and goosebumps formed on my skin. I loved his touch. He could touch anywhere he wanted. His lips kissed my neck, as his right hand got under my shirt too. Both of his cold hands were on my belly, while his lips were kissing my neck. The water was still running in the sink and I had a plate in my hands. The plate slipped from my hands and fell on the ground, shattering in pieces. I opened my eyes and looked at it. Gasp left my mouth and I put my hands over Jason's.

"Let go of me." – The words left my mouth.

Instead of letting me go, he gripped his hands even more.

"I will let go when I want. It is just a stupid plate anyway. Let it. You are not going to pick it up, you can cut yourself."

"But, I did this! It is my fault. Let me clean the mess I made." – I kind of yelled at Jason.

He removed his hands from me and turned me towards him. He was mad.

"Why the fuck do you always need to ruin the moment?! We were good and you had to care about a fucking, stupid, broken plate! Can't you just leave it there?! Nobody cares anyway! God damn it Natalie!" – He went with his fingers through his hair.

"Natalie?" – I did not care that he was yelling.

 I wanted to know who Natalie is. Jason looked at me and put his hand over his eyes.

"Get out." – He breathed out, but I did not move a bit.

When he looked at me again, he started yelling.

"I said get the fuck out Avalanna!" – He pointed with his hand towards the door and I ran outside the kitchen.

 I bumped into Victor's chest. My head was still down and I could not look up. My eyes were full of tears, my body trembling. Victor's arm wrapped around my shoulder and he gave me a light squeeze.

"Let's go to my room."

I did not really want to go. I was scared that Jason might get even angrier about it. But right now, I did not have voice to even refuse. I did not have the strength to fight back. So, I just went with Victor to his room. But in my mind, the name "Natalie" was still repeating itself again and again.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 12

"Baby doll, get up."

Jason walked to my bed, a cigarette between his fingers and a messy hair going in every direction. I giggled when I saw him and sat on the bed. He sat next to me and put his cigarette between his lips. I continued looking at him. Just the way he inhaled the smoke, then let it out. It looked hot, but not as hot as Jase's. Where is Jase anyway? And why is Jay here? I moved my head a bit to look at the door, but it was closed. I sighed and looked at Jay.

"Just ask whatever is in your head Avalanna." – He looked at me.

He looked annoyed. Jase never looked at me that way. He always smiles. And he never smokes in our room.

"Do you know where Jase is?" – I bit my lip.

 He scoffed.

"May I know who Jase is?" – Jay raised an eyebrow, which made me furrow my eyebrows too.

"Jase is my boyfriend! You know, Jason McCann?" – I replied, with hope in my voice.

But, he got angry. He got so angry, that he wrapped his left hand around my neck, making me gasp for air.

"HE IS NOT YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND. I AM! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?! I AM YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND! YOU ARE MINE!" – He yelled at me and I just stared at him, my eyes full of tears.

He smirked and brought his cigarette near my face. I tried to move my head, but I could not move.

I started screaming and I woke up. A pair of arms immediately wrapped around my body. And again, I could not move.

"It is alright Avalanna. You had a bad dream. It is alright. Calm down." – Unknown voice was trying to calm me down, but it was not Jason's.

Where is he? Why isn't he here? Did he leave me? And who is the boy touching me?!

"Let me go! I want Jason! "- I yelled and tried to get away from his grip.

 But he did not bother to let go.

"Jason is out to get some groceries. He will be back in an hour. Just calm down please. The boys are worried about you, because you were screaming and they are going to call Jason if you do not calm down." – The boy said again.

This time, I calmed down and he removed his arms from my body. I slowly turned around and looked at the boy, who was sitting behind me. He smiled at me.

"Are you okay? Should we call him? "– he asked and I just shook my head, referring him as "no".

He nod and scratched the back of his neck.

"Are you hungry?"

"Not really. I just want him to get back. I am going to wait for him here. "– I answered and got under the sheets again.

He stood up and looked at me.

"Are you going to be okay here alone? You can join us if you want. We are downstairs, in the living room."

I nod my head and answered a short "okay". After that, he left the room. I lay under the sheets of this warm bed, but not as warm as when I have Jason by my side. I did not know what to think. I was scared because of the dream. He was going to hurt me. The only person I had in my life before I got kidnapped was going to hurt me. It really made me upset. Why would he hurt me, just because I told him I have a boyfriend? I did like him, but after I met Jase, no other boy would replace him. I sighed and pushed the sheets off of me. I do not want to lay here and think about it. I am going to join the boys.

I did my morning routine and put on some sweatshirts, then made a loose ponytail and headed downstairs. I entered into the living room and saw the boys chatting. I did not really remember their names, which made me uncomfortable because they all knew mine. I cleared my throat and they snapped their heads towards me. I shyly smiled and said a simple "hi". They all greeted me and I took place next to the boy that previously had his arms around me. He smiled and started talking to me, not bothering to continue with the conversation the boys were having.

"I am glad you decided to come. I did not really want to leave you alone in that room."

I smiled back at him.

"Here I am. What were you guys doing, besides talking before I came here?"

He shrugged with his shoulders.

"Nothing important. We always talk about girls or business."

I giggled at his response to my question.

"Am I bothering you?” – I sighed and looked down.

"Oh no, no. Do not worry, you are not bothering me. I am really glad you are here. I never got to chat with you. I hope Jason does not mind. "– he touched my shoulder with his hand and I shivered.

"Why would he?”- I furrowed my eyebrows and looked back at him.

"Well, he is a jealous type of boy. I mean we all are."

I nod my head.

"Well, we are just chatting. Anyway, will you mind if I ask you something really stupid?" – I chuckled, which made him laugh shortly, before answering "Sure".

"I did not really remember your name. To be exact, I do not remember any of the boy's names." – I bit my lip.

"My name is Shane. That boy next to your right is Ryan. Next to him is Chaz. Next to Chaz is Alfredo or as we call him, Fredo. On my left side is Alex. He is Jason's brother. And next to him is Jack. Victor is with Jason. They will be back anytime."

I nod my head and looked at the boys, trying to remember their names and faces.

I heard a car outside, followed by Jason yelling at the boys to go out and help him with the bags. They all stood up and started going outside, and I followed them. I saw Jason, giving them bags, when his eyes met mine. I smiled wide and he looked surprised that I was standing outside. I just ran to him, wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck.

"Baby girl, when did you wake up?"- Jason asked, while hugging me.

 I moved back to look at him, still in his arms. This time he moved his hands under my ass, but it did not bother me.

"She had a bad dream. She woke up around 9." – said Shane, before I got any chance to answer him.

I smiled at Shane and he walked inside the house, with the rest of the boys. It was just me and Jason, standing outside.

"Did my baby have a nightmare?" – asked Jason again.

 I nod my head.

"Can we talk later about it? I am really hungry right now." – I pouted, making Jason chuckle.

"Then, let's make some breakfast."

Jason got in the house with me in his hands, and went straight into the kitchen. The boys were already eating.

"Well, I see you already made a breakfast guys." – He laughed, along with me.

They just continued eating.

"What do you want for breakfast?" – Jason asked me.

I shrugged and got off of him.

"How about I make sandwiches for us?" – I smiled.

"Sounds amazing." He pecked my lips and sat on the table with the rest of the boys.

I made two sandwiches and sat next to Jason. He started eating his sandwich and I looked around me. The table was full with people. It looked really pretty. It was full with laughs and happy faces. In my eyes, they did not look like criminals. They looked like a family. My family. I turned to Jason and saw him laughing with, I guess Victor. He looked so happy to be around them. I placed my hand on Jason's leg and he turned towards me with a huge smile on his face. And I said these three words; I never thought I would say to him.

"I love you."

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 11

His hand found her way to my clitoris, rubbing it in slow circles. I closed my eyes and gripped Jason's upper hand, my hips going up under his touch. Soon enough, Jason's lips attached to my neck, kissing it gentle and slow. Unknown sounds were coming from my mouth, half moans, and half shaky breaths. I really did enjoy this, but I do not want to lose my virginity to Jason. I just do not think he really deserved it. He kidnapped me and he forced me to kiss him and I am still afraid of him. Which, I should not, by the way. I know he loves me, but he is just so scary sometimes, it makes me want to run away. Run away from him, and this house, and his friends, and his warm bed, and comfortable hugs, and his irresistible lips. Oh, his lips. I could just kiss them all day. They are just so soft and kissable. And his hugs... His warm and safe hugs. They feel like home. He feels like home. I opened my eyes and looked at his hair. He was kissing my chest. I put my hand over his hand to stop him going further. He lifted his head and looked at me. Our eyes met, and I swear, I could see the love and appreciation he was showing for me being with him. They were no longer a dark color as they were before. They were some kind of honey-brown. And I have never seen them like this before. I loved him even more.

"Jase... Let go." – My hand was on top of his, slowly pulling it out of my panties.

He obeyed, his eyes not leaving mine. He looked like a lost puppy, following his owner's orders. Slowly, I placed it on the bed, next to my body. My hands were on his cheeks right now, and I cupped them, as Jason leaned onto my touch and closed his eyes. He put his forehead against mine, breathing out. This time, I could feel just his minty breath, no cigarettes mixed. And I loved it, even though I think it is kind of hot when he smells like cigarettes and mint. Let's not forget his aftershave and his perfume. Heaven. Pure heaven.

His lips kissed the corner of my mouth, as if he was afraid to kiss my lips. I needed to feel his lips against mine. Not rough, but gently. I wanted a slow kiss, full with love. This time, I moved my head, my lips meeting his. I kissed him gently, just as I wanted to. I let them linger. Just my lips against his. No making out, nothing at all. Just our lips, and a sweet kiss, full with love.

I pulled away and kissed them a couple more times. I continued kissing his cheek and I just wrapped my hands around his neck, pulling him into a hug. I really needed a hug right now. I needed his hug.

"I love you."

There was a long pause, before Jason continued speaking low, his lips right on my ear.

"You do not have to say anything, even though I would love to hear it from you too. I just wanted you to know that I really love you. And I am not going to apologize about my hand earlier, because you do not deserve an apology. It is my job to touch you and make you feel good. You are not allowed to touch yourself without my permission. Are we clear? "– he moved back and looked at me. I nod my head.

"Only if you do not touch me, until I am ready to give myself to you. Are we clear?" – I stared back at him and smiled. He smiled back at me.

"Did you just mock me?" – I shook my head and giggled.

"I think you did." – His smile grew bigger, before he continued speaking.

"And you know what you deserve right now?" – He raised an eyebrow at me, his smile not leaving his face.

I shook my head again and giggled.

"You deserve a punishment angel." – and with that, his hands attacked my sides, as uncontrollable laughs left my mouth, and soon enough, even tears escaped my eyes, but this time, from laughing so hard.

 This time, I was crying because I was happy.

Thailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 10

I looked down and bite my lip. My stupid mouth has to be faster than my brain. Ugh!

"Avalanna." – Jason's voice was the only thing that could be heard in the kitchen.

But, I did not dare to look at him. I just could not.

"Look at me."

There he is, demanding again. Can he just stop doing that? I hate when he commands around and I have to follow his stupid rules or everything he says. I still cannot look at him. I am too embarrassed.

"I said look-..." – I cut him off.

"I do not want to look at you."

Again, there goes my mouth faster than my brain. What now? Am I going to be punished again for the second time today?

He breathed out and I shut my eyes. I heard the chair making sound, which means he was getting up. I could hear him walk towards me. My whole body started trembling, but I could not show fear now after all the words I said to him. I just kept looking down at my hands, while playing with my fingers.

"Turn to me." – Jason used his demanding voice again.

But this time, I obeyed. I turned my body towards him, but I still did not look at him.

"Get up."

I continued sitting on the chair, doubting should I get up or continue with my stubbornness? But I got my ass up, and again, again I was his puppy, following his orders.

"Go into your room right now."

I looked at his body through my eyelashes, his hands on his hips. I could see his veins popping through the tattoos. He was angry and that is not good. But, I still do not want to leave him. Not now. I want to be with him. We were good today. It was fun. Forget about my punishment, because that turned into a hot make out session afterwards.

"I do not want to." – I said quietly, but loud enough for him to hear me.

He moved his body weight on the other leg.

"I am sorry, what was that? Can you repeat it?" – He leaned towards me a bit, as if he could not hear me well.

This time, I looked him in the eye.

"I said, I do not want to go into my room. Am I clear now? Did you hear me? Or should I repeat myself again, Mr. Jason McCann?"

I do not know where did I get this confidence, but I felt so powerful at the moment. Jason raised his eyebrows, surprised from my answer to him. He raised his hand and I closed my eyes, waiting for his hand to collide with my cheek. But instead of that, his hand caught my jaw and Jason backed me up to the wall near us. He continued holding me in place and I looked at him, because I did not know what he is up to now.

"Oh doll, you look so hot when you are demanding something and calling me Mr. McCann. I could fuck you right now, right here."

He bit my neck way harder than he should and I yelp in pain. His hand went in my hair and he grabbed a fist full of it, yanking my head back. He looked me in the eye.

"Go to your fucking room, before I do something stupid." – And he kissed me hard on my lips, biting my bottom lip hard, just as my neck.

Then, he let go off my hair and backed away, turning his back to me.

What the hell is his problem?!

I ran to my room and slammed the door hard, then plopped onto the bed. He really needs to calm down, and so do I. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I opened my eyes, and they met Jason's. He was sitting on the chair across the room and when he noticed I am awake, he stood up and started going towards the bed. I just watched him, even when he sat down next to me. He leaned and kissed my lips.

"Where were you?" – I asked him, as soon as he looked at me after the kiss.

"Doesn't matter, I am here right now." – He smiled and went with his fingers over my naked leg.

 I pulled my sweater a bit down and moved back a little.

"Get back to your place Avalanna."

I went back to the same place I was and sighed. He touched my leg again and I moved it.

"Back to her place and do not fucking dare to move again, do you understand that?"

"No."

I looked Jason in the eyes and he laid down next to me, taking my left leg over his legs, pulling me into him. His right hand came in contact with my ass, and it was a hard spank.

"Oh doll, you do not know what you are playing with." – His hand moved my sweater up and he got on top of me.

"Did you touch yourself here?" – He went over my breasts and I moved under him.

"Do not touch me!" – I yelled.

"I asked you a fucking question, answer me!"- He gripped his teeth.

"Yes! Yes I did! So what?!" – He looked at me mad.

"Where else did you touch yourself?"

"I will not tell you! Just stop what you are doing Jason." – I moved under neat him.

"Did you touch yourself here?" – He went over my panties and I shut my eyes.

"Did you?!" – He yelled this time and I opened my eyes.

"I did not okay? I did not, now let me go please..." – my eyes started to water.

 No one has ever touched me before.

"Then, I am going to touch now." – And with that, his hand went in my panties.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 9

My thigh was being caressed. The back of my neck was being kissing. The kisses continued on my back, the hand going to my front parts. Immediately, my eyes went straight open, my hand on top of the other hand that was touching me, stopping it to go further. I turned on my back, on my right side; Jason was looking down at me, his left hand supporting his head. The good, old smirk was on his face.

"Good morning, baby girl." - said Jason, lowering his head down to plant a kiss on my lips.

 I turned my head and his hot lips collided with my neck. I closed my eyes and bit my lip. His lips left a trail of kisses from the top of my neck, to my collarbone. He went with his tongue across it and lightly bit the skin above it. A gasp left my mouth, as I placed my hands on his cheeks. I moved him from my neck to look into his eyes.

"Why don't you let me give you a "good morning" kiss?"

I must admit I really wanted to just press my lips against his amorous ones. I wanted to feel his tongue battle with mine. I wanted him on top of me.

I shook my head and looked at him.

"Jason, I need you to understand that I do not want you to kiss me when I get up, because I want to brush my teeth first. Is that okay?"- I asked him, worried that he might get mad at me and actually hit me, even though, I think the chances are clearly small right now, because I believe this boy has real feelings about me.

Jason nod his head and I was happy that he actually agreed on this.

"But, I am getting kisses after that, right?" – His smile grew bigger.

 You could actually see the child behind this evil, yet pretty face he has. I believe he is an innocent boy, who is just pretending to be bad, so people will be afraid of him. And right now, I just want to get to know him better. I will try to get the real Jason, which is hiding inside him.

"I will think about it." – I laughed and quickly ran off to the bathroom, closing the door and locking it, before he could get me.

 I heard him laugh too. The door knob started to shake.

"Baby girl... Open the door." – Jason's voice was playful.

"Just give me 10 minutes please." – I yelled and giggled.

 Magically, the door knob stopped moving.

"10 minutes Avalanna. Be down for 10 minutes, or else..." – he did not even finish his sentence, before I continued talking for him.

"Or else I will be punished, I know." – I let out a sigh, knowing he is not joking about it and this time, he is actually serious.

"Good girl." – said Jason, before I heard his steps move across the room, away from the bathroom.

I took off my dress from yesterday, and just by looking at it made my stomach turn. It was an awful night, yet sincere. When I was completely naked, I turned around to look at my butt. I had handprints on it. I gasped. I guess I learned my lesson. I should NOT try again to escape. I really do not want to end up dead. I might get used to Jason.

I turned on the water and got under the shower, as thoughts filled my head.

Maybe Jason is not that bad as everyone thinks. Maybe I should just try harder. He is good with me. I just need to be more careful to not hurt his feeling. He treats me like a princess when I deserve it. And when I do not... Well as Jason says:

"You will be punished Avalanna."

I kind of smiled at this thought because I could just imagine him saying this with his deep, yet sexy voice and his finger pointing towards me. His deep voice turns me on sometimes so much; I do not know how I am able to stop myself from jumping on him. My hands went over my breasts and I threw my head back. I wish it were his hands right now.

I opened my eyes and my cheeks turned crimson. Did I just have a sexual thought about Jason? Oh my God...

After I put on a long sweater with knee socks on my legs, and nothing more, I ran down stairs, into the kitchen. Jason was already sitting on the table. He looked at me and I think I was late, because he was not satisfied with my arrival.

"Am I late?"- I looked at Jason with an "oops" face.

"You actually are Avalanna." – He cross his hands against his chest and looked at me from head to toe.

"What are you even wearing?" – He asked pissed at me. But, there is nothing wrong with my outfit!

"What if one of the boys came in right now and saw you half naked?!" – Jason stood this time and came in front of me, looking down at me.

"Can you just please, for once, stop yelling at me and telling me what should I damn do?! "- I looked back at him, anger filling me too.

 Jason looked at me in shock.

"Don't you ever fucking dare to curse again Avalanna!"

"Just stop telling me what to do; I am not your fucking dog!" – Once again, I yell at his face.

"I am so glad you are wearing just a fucking sweater right now." – He said while smirking, sitting back on the chair and taking me over his legs.

My sweater went up and he just pulled my panties down.

"What are you doing?! Have you lost your mind?! Not again Jason! My ass is already blue! “– I moved around, but he did not bother to loosen his grip on me.

"Count to 5 baby girl. Count out loud for me." And with that, I felt his hand collide with my butt.

I counted to 5 and Jason pulled my panties up, as I stood up.

But before he could say or do something, I sat back in his lap, facing him, with my hands on his cheeks and my lips against his. This time, I slip my tongue in his mouth, his tongue battling with mine. I started grinding against his crotch, earning a groan from Jason's mouth. His hands grabbed my butt tight, squeezing it, as I bit his lower lip. He stood up with me in his hands, my legs around his waist. My hands messed his hair and I moved to his neck, planting kisses and for the first time in my life, making a hickey. I moved to see if I succeed and I did! We just stood in the middle of the kitchen, with me in Jason's hands, looking into each other's eyes, breathing heavily. Jason slowly let me down, my feet touching the ground. I continued looking at him, my head up.

"That was amazing, love." – He leaned again and placed one last kiss on my lips.

I put my hand behind his neck and pulled him for more. Shortly after, Jason pulled away and smiled.

"I could do this all day baby, but right now, you need to eat because you have not had your breakfast. Come on now."

I sat down on the opposite side of him and started eating. Jason was eating too.

"You know, while I was showering, I had a thought about you. A sexual one and my hand..." – I looked at him and he slowly placed his fork down, looking at me and waiting for me to continue. His eyes were a dark color. Did I just say that out loud?

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI 

Chapter 8

That was unexpected. Did I do something wrong? I just...kissed him?

I kissed him.

That's it.

I kissed him.

But why is he mad? Isn't that what he wants? He wants me to love him.

And I...I think I like him.

I shook my head and stood up from the bed, going to the bathroom. I need to clear my thoughts.

I stripped down my clothes, turned on the water and made sure it is the temperature I like. Then, I went in, water splashing against my head and body, making me warm.

Jason's POV

Damn it, I made a big mistake. I should not have yelled at her. She just wanted to kiss me. She did. And I had to ruin everything. Damn it, me and my short temper. I should apologize. But, I don't do too well with apologies. I should buy her something. And take her out tonight. Maybe she will forgive me.

Avalanna's POV

After a long shower, I got out from the bathroom and I noticed 2 big bags and 1 big box on the bed. As I opened the first bag, I saw a lot of make-up products. In the other one was red, lacy underwear. I shook my head and a giggle escaped from my mouth. Jason and his thoughts. I opened the big box.

"Oh..." – There were a pair of black, high heels.

 I took them out and put them on the ground. In my hands, I took the red piece of clothes. It unfolded and it almost hit the ground. A beautiful long, red dress was in my hands. I looked at it in awe. As I looked down to see the heels again, I noticed a piece of paper on the ground. Carefully, I placed the dress back on the bed and picked the paper.

"Is it too late now to say sorry? I just need one more shot at forgiveness. Be ready at 8. Wear my presents.

I love you.

–Jase"

Maybe he really is trying to make this thing work. Smile spread on my face and I started to get ready.

-3 hours later-

I am late. I am late. What if Jason starts yelling at me? Lord, help me. I put my high heels on and looked myself at the mirror for the last time. I heard Jason yelling my name from down stairs. I started to run down and when I was on the last step, I lost control and I just closed my eyes.

Jason's POV

It was 7:55. I was waiting for Avalanna to arrive. My legs were shaking, my palms were sweating. I already had a glass of whiskey to calm myself a bit, but it did not really help. I looked at my watch on my wrist and it was 8:03. She was late, and she knows I hate when she is not here on time.

"Avalanna, darling." – I yelled her name and I could almost hear her gasp.

 Soon enough, I heard her heels hitting the ground and I could tell she was running. I had just moments to see her red dress looking flawless on her, and the next thing I know she is in my arms, her hands around my neck, her eyes still shut in fear. Slowly, she opened her eyes and looked at mine. My eyes moved to her red lips. A perfect moment to kiss her. I leaned even more to kiss her, my eyes shut. And I heard her giggle. She started giggling, just as I was about to kiss her. I opened my eyes and looked at her and she was laughing. I moved her body straight up, and she was still laughing. I looked at her confused.

"I- I..." – she couldn't finish her sentence, because she was laughing so hard.

"I am so sorry for ruining this perfect moment, but..." – she continued laughing, tears almost escaping her eyes, when she started waving her hands in front her eyes.

"I have makeup, I cannot cry, oh my God." – A giggle escaped her mouth once again, this time making me smile.

 It has been a long time since I have last seen her smile and laugh like this.

"I cannot believe I tripped, oh my God, what a fool." – She laughed shortly.

Oh my clumsy angel.

-Club-

We were having fun all night, even though, I thought Jason would take me on dinner, just the two of us. Right now, Jason was with his friends on our table, drinking and chatting and I was sitting next to him. He turned to me and smiled, leaning towards me.

"Are you having fun baby girl?" – He kissed my cheek.

"I actually am." – I smiled.

"Even though..." – one of the boys called Jason and he simply turned his attention towards him, making me just whisper the last few words:

"I thought it would be just you and me, on a dinner."

I looked down and stood up, to go to the bathroom. But, Jason being Jason, caught my wrist and I turned to him. He stood up and put his hand around my waist, pulling me into his body, holding me tight.

"Where do you think you are going, without telling me Avalanna?" – He whispered on my ear, gripping his teeth.

"I-I really need to use the bathroom Jason. Can I?" – I looked him in the eyes, fear taking over me.

 He loosens his grip on my waist and just nods his head.

"Be good Avalanna. Do not make me come to check on you. You have 5 minutes." - He gave me a kiss and I went to the bathroom.

After I did my business, and got out to wash my hands, I saw a phone on the sink. This was my chance to call Izzie. Without thinking, I dialed her number and called her. I was waiting for her to pick up. Come on Izzie, pick up, I do not have much time.

"Hello?"

"Izzie?"

"Yeah, this is Izzie. Who am I talking to? "

"It is me! It is..."

I felt someone take the phone from my ear and end the call. It was him. Jason. I screwed up. Now what? He is going to beat the shit out of me. His eyes were starless, but he was... Acting normal? This scares me more! Oh God, Jesus Christ, help me!

He took my hand in his and started walking to the exit of the club.

''Let's go home darling.''

I am scared. I am really, really scared.TO DEATH! He is going to kill me. That’s it, he is going to kill me...Mom, dad I am coming to you.

Moments later, he opened the door of his car and I sat on the passenger's seat. The door from his side slammed and he started the engine.

I looked at his side. His jaw was clenched, his hands gripping the wheel hard. He was mad. Angry. No, scratch that. He was beyond mad and angry. I let out a sigh, and tried to prepare myself for the things that are coming. The car stopped moving. Oh. I did not even realize we are back in the house, that Jason likes to call "our home". He caught my upper hand and dragged me into the house. He slammed the door behind him and continued dragging me to our room. Shit. What if he rapes me? Oh God, please no, please help me. Please help me. While I was praying to God, Jason threw me on the bed. I immediately backed up. He caught my leg and dragged me back to him. He sat on the bed and took me on his lap.

"Bend over doll." - My eyes got wider.

He breathed out, trying to calm himself.

"I said, bend over Avalanna." - I obeyed, scared that he might do something else.

 He pulled my dress up, making me to start move. He was holding me tight and pulled my panties down. I felt a burning sensation on my ass. And again. And again. And again. Again....He was spanking me, making me shriek in pain. I was counting to 10, but then I just let it go. I could not feel pain anymore. He pulled my panties up and pulled my dress down, then sat me in his lap.

"Who were you calling darling?" - He was looking me straight into my eyes.

I moved my gaze and looked down, not answering his question. He slapped me. Hard.

"I ASKED WHO WERE YOU CALLING AVALANNA?!"- He was yelling at me, but I stayed quiet.

He let out a sigh and shook his head.

"Get down on your knees." - He stood me up and stood up too. He undid his belt.

"I SAID GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES, GOD DAMN AVALANNA!" - He unbuttoned his jeans.

No... NO, NO AND NO! HE CANNOT RAPE ME! I got tears in my eyes, and looked at him. He looked at me and shook his head, as he continued pulling down his zipper.

"Please do not." - I said in a low voice, looking at him with tears in my eyes.

"Please do not rape me....I am sorry. Please Jason." - My voice was still low, tears now on my cheeks.

He took me in his hands and laid me on the bed, then laid next to me, pulling me into his chest. Tears were still falling down my cheeks and on the pillow. He kissed my forehead and wiped the tears from my cheeks.

"I would never rape you angel. I... I cannot. I cannot because I love you. I just, do not want to lose you. I got scared when I saw you talking on the phone. You are everything that I have in my life. If I do not have you right by my side, I am nothing. My life is nothing. There is not a reason for me to stay alive, if I do not have you. I do not want you to leave me. We are going to have kids together. I want to grow old with you angel. I want to see you as my wife, in that flawless, white, wedding dress on you, that is nothing compared to your beauty. I want to hold your hand when you are giving birth to our son, I want to see your smile when you will take our first kid in your hands and kiss his forehead. I want to die next to you, knowing I was loved. I want to call you my woman. I want to wake you up in our bed, with breakfast and a rose. I want to shower with you. I want to make love with you. I want to kiss you. I want to hold your hand. I want to see that smile and your beautiful face every day when I wake up, knowing I have the woman I love in my arms. I love you angel."

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI