Epilogue

Justin’s POV

It was Noah’s birthday. He is 16. My son grew up. He was celebrating it with his friends. My boys were here too. We left the gang. Michael is the new leader of it now. I really don’t care about it, since no one knew how Jason McCann looked.

As I was sitting with Victor, I looked at Noah. He was looking at his best friend, Avalanna. They met in school. I moved back with my mother. He took care of Noah as his own mother. I bet he has a crush on that girl. I know that look. I looked at her the same way when I was 15.

Victor’s hand patted my back. I looked at him and took a sip from my beer.

“You miss her, don’t you?” – He asked me and I felt something form in my throat. I wanted to cry, whenever someone brought her in a conversation. This happens every year, on Noah’s birthday.

“I will miss her forever. I will love her forever.” – I answered him and he patted my back.

I stood up from my seat and went outside. I got in my car and started the engine, droving off to the woods, next to my house that is still there. Nothing has changed. I went inside the house and inside the kitchen. I looked at the fridge. There were pictures clipped to it. Pictures from her smiling, from us kissing, from me with Noah on my shoulders. I turned around and walked into the living room. There were still cars on the floor. It was the last time me and Noah played with them. Once I walked upstairs, I went into Noah’s room. His crib was still there, the blanket on the ground was still there. She left it there when I told her I found Noah. I closed my eyes and went into our room. Everything was messy. My clothes were on the bed, mixed with hers. I went inside our bathroom and looked at the shampoo. I brought it to my nose and inhaled. It smelled just like her. Oh, how much I miss her. How much I miss her smile, her energy, her stubbornness, her hugs, her kisses, her warm body against mine.

I went back in our room and stood in front of our bed.  I slide down and broke down in tears. I screamed and cried in the same time.

I still remember the day she died. I attacked Jason and I heard the boys coming. His gun was pointing in me and I hit his head hard, then twisted his arm. He pulled the trigger and I looked in front of me. I saw her slowly fall on the ground, with a hole in her forehead. I screamed her name and ran towards her, right when I heard another gun shoot. I turned around and looked at Jason holding his thigh. One of the boys shot him. I continued running towards my angel. Her eyes opened and looked at me one last time before she closed them and never opened them again. I screamed, as I held her lifeless body in my hands. Noah wouldn’t stop crying. The boys were holding Jason and looking at me. I stood up, angry and ran towards Jason, taking Victor’s gun and shooting at Jason. I was shooting him, until there were no bullets left. I went back to my angel and took her in my hand.

“Somebody take Noah, please.” – I said. while walking past all of them. I left Jason’s body there to feed the wolves.  

Natalie’s body was in our yard. Her grave was here. In her house. On her favorite place. Flowers were all around her grave. She loved them.

I couldn’t bear that she was gone. I was drinking, until Noah turned 5.

I learned to live for him. All I do is because of him. I guess she would like this. If it wasn’t for Noah, I would’ve been gone long time ago. I would’ve been with my angel. But, I will meet her one day. Again.

And then, I will never let her go.

I love you, my angel. Wait for me.

A/N This is the end. Thank you so much for everything. I must admit, I was crying while I was writing the last chapter. Read my new story, and wait for another one with Justin or Jason. I love you and thank you again for everything.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 18

After 2 years

“Jason, stop tickling him, he’s going to pee himself and if he does, you will clean him up!” – I yelled from the kitchen. Jason was tickling Noah, while he was laughing.

“Angel, let him laugh. Don’t you love his laugh?“ – Asked Jason, as he laughed along with him. I shook my head and just smiled.

My life has been a long journey with Jason. After that horrible night, I was obeying everything he said. Later, I found out I was pregnant and I couldn’t abort it, so I had to tell Jason the news. He was beyond happy and he celebrated it with his boys. I haven’t been talking to them, until Noah came on this world. Actually, Noah calmed Jason down. He is sweet towards me and hasn’t harassed me since he found out I was pregnant. He spoils me and I can’t even tell how much he spoils Noah. Jason learned that I have nothing with any of the boys and now we are all like a big family. They spoil Noah too. I hated Jason more than anything after what he did, but he has changed since then and my feelings got slowly back.

“Jason, dinner is ready!” – I yelled once again and after a couple of minutes, he came in with Noah walking in front of him and his tiny hands were wrapped around Jason’s fingers to support himself while walking.

“Go to mommy, Noah.” – Jason let go of his hands and Noah slowly walked towards me, with a smile on his face and his hands towards me. When he reached me, I took him in my hands and kissed his cheek.

Jason came in front of us and kissed the top of his head, then his lips kissed my hair. I inhaled and slowly exhaled. I looked at Jason and our eyes met. He smiled and leaned in, leaving a kiss on my lips. I smiled while his lips were still against my lips.

After I gave Noah to eat, Jason took him in his room and put him in his crib. I sat on the table and Jason joined me.  We ate peacefully and afterwards, I washed the dishes, when Jason’s lips kissed my neck. I slightly moved and his hand wrapped around my stomach, holding me in place. I panicked, my thoughts going back to that horrible night.

“I won’t do anything to you baby, relax. I just missed you.” – Whispered Jason against my ear, and I relaxed. We have a son; he can’t rape me again, can he?

“I just want to touch my baby girl.” – His other hand slowly slide down my thigh, causing goosebumps to rise on my skin.

Jason’s lips attached to my neck and my hand went in his hair. When he noticed I gave him a permission to touch me, his hands lifted my dress and went straight into my panties, his finger making small, agonizing circles around my clit. I threw my head back on Jason’s shoulder, giving him more access to my neck. He turned me towards him, attacking my lips with his, as both of his hands went behind my thighs and lifted me in his arms, my legs wrapping around his waist and my neck went in his hair. He went towards our room, not breaking the heated make out session. He slowly placed me on our bed, while getting on top of me and slowly kissing me from my lips to my neck and chest. His hand rubbed my thigh.

Last night was so wild. I wonder how Noah slept. We were so loud; I don’t think I’ve ever screamed that much in my life. Well, after I was giving birth to Noah. After I took a shower, I glanced at Jason to see him sleeping on our king sized bed, tired from last night. I went towards Noah’s room and a smile appeared on my face.

But once I reached the crib, the smile faded. He wasn’t there. I ran downstairs to see if any of the boys came here and took him. I searched everywhere, but none of the boys were here. Lastly, I checked our yard, but it was empty too.

I let out a scream and ran inside, towards our bedroom. Jason ran downstairs already and I bumped into him. He didn’t let me go and just started asking me questions.

“Noah’s gone, Jason! My son is gone! Where is he?! Take him back home! Give me my baby back!” – I crushed into his arms and started crying. Who took my baby? Who is that cruel to take an innocent being?

Jason held me in his arms, while he was calling Victor and ordering him to search everywhere.

2 days passed by and I still haven’t slept. Noah was nowhere to be found and I was going insane. Jason has been trying to give me something to eat, but I refused everything.

While sitting on the floor with Noah’s blanket in my hands, Jason came in furious.

“I know where Noah is! “ – He said as he leaned down to me.

I looked at him and my eyes lit up.

“Let’s take him!” – I said fast and I was about to stand up, but Jason didn’t let me.

“Your old friend, Jason, has him. And he wants you in order to give Noah back to me. I’m not letting you go with me; I just wanted you to know that I am going to take Noah home.” – He kissed my forehead and stood up, going into our room. I followed him and sat on our bed.

He went into our walk-in wardrobe, leaving his phone on our bed. I quickly took it and looked at the last message he had with Victor, giving him the address where they should meet Jason. I locked it before Jason came back.

“Please bring my baby home.” – I looked at Jason with pleading eyes.

He nod his head and kissed my lips.

“Stay home and don’t open the door to anyone. I have a key; I will unlock the door by myself. Do you understand me?” – Jason asked me and I just nod my head.

“Take care.”

“I will. I love you baby.” – He said and once again, kissed my lips, this time longer.

“I love you too.” – I replied after the kiss and watched Jason leave the house.

But, I knew exactly what I should do. After I heard Jason’s car drive away, I went right after him. The place where they will meet is somewhere near our house, in the woods.

Shortly after, I noticed Jason standing against Jason, who had Noah in his hands. I gasped at the sight of my kid being in other hands than his father’s. I ran towards them and heard Jason yell my name, but it was already too late. Jason had me next to him and had his gun pointing at me.

“Jay, let me have my son, please. Don’t hurt him.” – I pleaded, not listening to Jason’s words anymore.

“Oh baby doll, do you think it’s that easy for me to let go of you? If I wanted to let you go, I wouldn’t have kidnapped you from your wedding with that fucker!” – He hissed, while pointing with his head towards Jason. I looked at him and didn’t understand what he said.

“What are you talking about Jay?” – I asked him and all he did, was chuckle.

“He is not the man you think he is.”

“Jason, don’t!” – Jason shouted back at him.

“You see, 4 years ago, you were going to marry Justin Bieber, or your current boyfriend, Jason McCann. But baby doll, I couldn’t let that happen. You were mine, and you still are. So, on your wedding day, I kidnapped you and took you away from him. Sadly, I had beaten you, until you were unconscious and you didn’t remember anything afterwards. So, I gave you another name, another everything. Another life. New life. Better than the previous one, until this fucker created his own gang and became America’s most wanted criminal and took you away from me. But, now I have to take back what’s mine. And that’s you, Natalie.”

Everything came back in flashbacks. I needed answers. My head was spinning and I looked in front of me.

Justin was attacking Jason, while Noah was left on the ground in his basket. I rushed towards my son and crouched next to him.

Suddenly, I looked at him and all I saw was Noah crying. I wanted to hold my son, but I couldn’t. My body fell next to his basket and my eyes started shutting. Pool of blood formed under my head. Justin screamed my name and he shook my body. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

He was crying and I have never seen my Jason McCann cry before. I closed my eyes, and I never opened them again.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 17

After I got myself cleaned up and left the shower, I put on my sweatpants and headed downstairs, where all the boys were, except for Jason. I do not know where he is, and honestly, I do not care. I still cannot believe he used me, like I was one of his sluts. I shouldn’t have trusted him, I shouldn’t have let him touch me, let alone kiss me and have sex with me! But, there is no turning back now; there is nothing I can do about it. It happened and I will have to live with it for the rest of my life. I spotted Shane sitting on the sofa alone and I approached him, sitting right next to him. I nudged his shoulder, causing him to look at me.

“Hi.” – I grinned at him.

“Hey sugar pie.” – Shane messed my hair.

“What are you doing?” – I asked him, while leaning my head against his shoulder.

“I am just playing games. Want to play with me?” – He asked me, his eyes not leaving the screen in front of him.

“No, I will just sit here, if that is okay with you.” – I replied, still laying my head against his shoulder.

“It is all fine, sugar pie.” – Shane replied shortly and continued playing.

I think hours passed and we were both still sitting in a comfortable silence. None of us had to speak and that is what I’ve been wanting since I first stepped here. The house was always filled with shouts coming from the boys. But, I also love it and kind of miss it. In Jay’s house, it was always silent. I was alone and I had nothing to do. Somehow, I am grateful that I am finally out of there. I just wish I did not fall in love with Jason. Speaking of Jason, he just passed the living room fast and then he slowly came back, looking at me and Shane. Our eyes met and I quickly looked back at Shane’s game.

“What the fuck is going on here?!” – Jason’s voice roared through the house, especially the living room.

I quickly moved my head from Shane’s shoulder and I looked down. Shane stopped his game and looked at Jason.

“Why are you shouting? We both can hear you. And I was playing games, while Avy was just sitting here and making me company. We didn’t even talk.” – replied Shane calmly.

“Avalanna, go back into my fucking room!” – He shouted again.

When I didn’t move, Jason stomped towards me and grasped my hair, pulling me up from the couch. I winced and stood up, because I had no other choice. Tears formed in my eyes, as I looked at Shane. He stood up and stood in front of Jason.

“Jason, let go off the poor girl, you are hurting her! We did nothing wrong, we were just sitting here!” – Shane shouted back at Jason.

“I got enough of you being too close with her from the day I got here in this house! Stay the fuck away from her! Do you understand me Toplass?!” – Jason gripped my hair even tighter while yelling at Shane. I yelped and tears streamed down my face.

“Yes, just let her go, you are hurting her, don’t you see?!”

“Don’t tell me what to do with her, she is my property!”

Tears streamed down my face even more. He is treating me like I’m an object. I’m not even human to him. I’m nothing to him. Just a girl he used last night. Someone caught my upper hand and dragged me towards their chest, making me yelp even more since Jason was holding my hair. I looked up and noticed Jack’s eyes staring at me.  Jason pulled my hair back and I was removed from Jack’s hands.

“Get your fucking hands away from her Graceffa!” – Jason continued shouting.

“Let her go Jason! She did nothing wrong, stop hurting her because that’s what your fucking ass wants!” – Jack defended me.

“Don’t tell me what to do!” – He replied and I looked into his eyes. They were dark and I know he was beyond mad. And I know I will be punished for nothing. But, sadly, I have to keep my mouth shut.

Jason dragged me with him, while his hand was still holding my hair. The boys couldn’t do anything else, because Jason would hurt me even more. He pushed me inside our bedroom and I landed on the ground. Tears continued to stream on my cheeks, as Jason closed and locked the door. Once again, his hand grasped my hair and dragged me up, towards the bed. He threw me on the bed and I couldn’t look at him. His hand caught my chin and forced me to look at him. His hand moved to my hair and he pulled it back, while looking at me.

“If I ever see you talk again with one of the boys, not only he will be dead, but you will be too. Am I clear, Avalanna?!” – He hissed. I just nod my head and Jason’s hands grabbed my shirt, as he ripped it in half. I did not wear a bra, and quickly covered my chest with my hand.

“Why aren’t you wearing a bra?!” – He grasped my hair once again, while pulling it back. I had to remove my hands from my chest and put them over Jason’s hand that was pulling my hair.

“Answer me when I’m asking you!” – He pulled it even more.

“I-I didn’t feel like wearing it.” – I stuttered.

“You are such a little slut, aren’t you?!” – He slapped me across my cheek, not too hard.

I brought my hand on the place he hit. He hasn’t hit me in a long time. I even forgot he can do that.

“Let’s play with the slut, shall we?” – He chuckled and stripped down his clothes.

I backed on the bed, only to be dragged back to him. He started ripping the clothes off me and soon, I was raped by the man I loved, Jason McCann.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 16

WARNING! MUST BE +18 OR READ ON YOU OWN RISK!!! DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH SOME WORDS!

"I want to make love to you Avalanna." – whispered Jason against my ear. I let out a small moan and just nod my head. His hand traveled from my waist, to my thigh, caressing it. Soon, it was caressing the inside of my thighs and I arched my body for more. "Wake up Avalanna." – Jason shook my body. I groaned and slowly opened my eyes. Right when the sun shined against my face, I hid my face into Jason's chest. His chest started vibrating from the laughter that was coming out of his mouth. I slapped it, but he did not stop. I repeated that a few more times, but all Jason did, was laugh. Eventually, his large arms caught my wrists and he got on top of me, while pinning my hands above my head. "Good morning to you too, princess." – Smirked Jason, as he leaned and kissed my neck. I let out a small, soft moan and moved my body under Jason's, groan escaping his mouth. I bit my lip and smirked. I brushed my hips against his, earning another groan from him. "Princess, if you don't stop right now, I will fuck you senseless on this bed." He murmured against my neck, and then he bit it. I brushed my hips against his one more time and turned my head towards his face. "I would like that." – I whispered on his ear and he stopped what he was doing, then looked at me. Jason didn't wait a second, before he grinned against me. Our room filled my moans and Jason's heavy breathing. He let go of my wrists and stood up to take his shirt and sweatpants off. Then, his hands grasped the hem of my shirt and quickly took it off. "Do you trust me?" – Jason asked me, while hovering over my body, my legs between his and his eyes glued on mine. I simply nod my head. He used the shirt I was wearing, to cover my eyes and tie my hands together. I let out a shaky breath. Do I trust him enough to do this? I do not know. I guess I will have to find out. There is no turning back now. His hand traveled on the middle of my body, until he reached my panties. He ran his hand across them, then got back to my bra. He unclasped it and left kisses on my chest. Excitement and adrenalin rushed through my body. I could feel, but I could not see. His kisses went lower and lower, until he reached my panties, once again. With his teeth, he started taking them off. I lifted my hips and made it easier. Once my panties were off, Jason's kisses started from my legs. They continued on my thighs, going inwards and closer to my lady parts. Finally, his lips came in contact with my clitoris, and I let out the moan I was holding. He explored every inch of me with his tongue, making me just moan uncontrollably. Suddenly, I felt two fingers inside me and I whimpered in pain. I still have not adjusted to his fingers. If I still have not adjusted to his fingers, how will his member fit inside me? My whole body froze on this thought and I closed my legs. My body flipped and I landed on my stomach. I felt a burning pain on my ass, making me groan. He is spanking me again. And I love it. "Did I allow you to close your legs, princess?" – Jason asked me. I murmured a small "no". This time, the pain was on the other side of my ass. "I could not hear you. Sorry. What was that, again?" "No." – I answered this time. "No what?" "You did not allow me to close my legs." "And?" "I am sorry, daddy." Jason groaned and lifted my ass, while my head was on the pillow. I heard him rip a package of, I guess, condom and he slowly pushed his member inside me, while groaning. I whimpered in pain and tried to adjust to his size, which was, hard. He stayed a little bit like that, with his member fully pushed inside me. I let out a shaky breath. "See what you made me do, princess? You could have been pleasured even more, if you did not close your legs and called me 'daddy'. "– Said Jason and slowly went backwards, then pushed in, again. This time, I just moaned in response. Soon, Jason quickened his pace. My legs started trembling and I knew I was close to reach my goal. But, Jason stopped and turned me on my back, while spreading my legs. He pushed inside me again, and continued thrusting. I searched for his chest with my tied hands, but all I got was Jason's hands catching mine and bringing them above my head. "Let me touch you. Let me see you." – I ached to touch him, to see his face while he was in such a pleasure. His lips smashed against mine and stopped me from talking further. I took that as a response for my wish. He did not want to do this. His hand touched my clitoris and rubbed it, bringing me to an orgasm. My whole body started shaking and I felt relived. Jason continued thrusting a few more times and then he pulled out. Groans were escaping his mouth and soon, I felt warm liquid splash on my stomach. After he calmed himself down from the powerful orgasm, he untied my hands and took off the shirt from my eyes. I looked at him stand up from the bed and go to the glass window that led to a balcony and a beautiful look at the city. He already had his Calvin Klein boxers on. His back was facing me and then, I heard him speak with a cold voice. "Go take a shower and clean yourself up."


Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 15

I quickly hid my head into Jason's chest. Jason yelled at Jack to get out and he thankfully, closed the door. My cheeks were burning from embarrassment, but all Jason did, was chuckle. I groaned and slapped his chest playfully.

"Stop it, it is not funny!"

"It is funny." – He laughed.

"Your face is all red baby girl." – Said Jason between his laughs, which made me cover my face.

"Come on, let's just go down stairs and meet the guys, even though, I really would not prefer to face them right now."

He started kissing my hands, which made me blush even more. I moved my hands and his lips immediately met mine. I let Jason kiss me, but did not let the things heat up again.

"As you wish, babe." – He kissed my forehead and we both stood up, and then made our way down stairs.

Jason sat on the couch, next to Jack, as he pulled me to sit in his lap. I could not face Jack. Not after what he saw. The position we were. Jason's hand lightly squeezed my hip, as a sign to stop worrying. I let out a small breath and looked at Shane. He was already looking at me and, so I gave him a huge smile, which he returned. He tapped the empty place on the floor, next to him. I stood up, but Jason's hands drag me down, back in his lap.

"Where are you going?" – He spoke, right below my ear. "I was just going to sit next to Shane." – I responded, my voice coming out almost as a whisper. He let go of my sides and I quickly stood up, then ran next to Shane, as I sat down. "Hi." – I grinned at Shane. "Hey. What took you so long to come?" – Asked Shane. My cheeks turned crimson, as my thoughts went on other place than the actual meaning of the word "come". I slowly looked at Jason, who was sitting on the couch across me and currently talking with Jack, as they were both laughing. I still cannot get in my head that I fell in love with the person who kidnapped me.

"Um... Jason and I had to... talk... Sorry." – I gave Shane an apologetic look. He nod his head.

"I hope everything is okay."

As I was about to turn my head so I can take a look at Jason, my view was ruined by someone's legs. I looked up and looked at Jason. He offered me his hand. I put my hand in his and he helped me stand up. Jason just laced our fingers together and led me out of the living room. He put on his jacket and handed me one of his jackets too. I put it on and we went out, straight to his car.

"Everything is fine, Shay, do not worry." – I let out a small laugh.

"Patience, baby girl." – Jason smiled, showing his white teeth.

"So, where are we exactly going?" – I asked Jason, once I put my seatbelt on. I just let him drive to the final destination.

We stood in front of an old flat, which was abandoned. Jason was still holding my hand and he started going inside the flat. When we reached the last stair, we were on the top of it. I could see the city in the fog. I whispered a small "wow". Jason's hands wrapped around my stomach, his chin resting on my shoulder.

"Do you like it?" – He spoke with a raspy voice. I loved his deep, raspy voice. It turned me on. Just as his spanks turned me on. I used to hate them, now I love them. I love when he is touching my body. "I love it." – I answered back, with a smile on my face. I felt Jason's lips linger on the top of my head. I closed my eyes and tried to save this moment in my memory. "Is this our first date?" – I asked Jason after a while.

"Well, once I heard his song 'As long as you love me' and I really, really liked it. Then I heard that he is teasing his fans with the word 'soon' about his new album, and then Jay turned off the radio and did not let me listen what happened to JB and where he is now." – When I finished talking, it seems like Jason relaxed a bit.

"Yeah, consider it as one." – He let out a laugh. "Even though, I will take you to a real one, soon." "Oh please, do not use 'soon', because I hate it." – I scoffed, which made Jason laugh. "Why would you hate it?" "Because Justin Bieber used to tease his fans with that word." – I kind of, felt Jason tense when I said his name. He must be jealous again. "You listen to Justin Bieber?" – Jason asked me. "Are you still his fan?"

And just like that, out of nowhere, Jason started singing "As long as you love me". I stood there in complete shock. I could not move my body, or my head. I could not talk, I could not cry. I could not smile, I could not even breathe. It was like; I was fighting for air to get in my lungs. Like I was drowning in a deep sea of emotions, but I could not express a single one of them. Like my heart was aching, and there was no cure for it. As if, I needed someone to hold me, before I crash into tiny pieces. I felt like a piece of me was missing, and I needed that piece to complete me. I needed to face that 'someone'. I felt like he was so close, yet so far from me. Jason's voice made something sparkle inside me. His voice was completely similar to Justin's. If I did not know it was Jason, I could have sworn that Justin Bieber was singing to me right now.

"Yes! I would love to hear another song from him." – I truthfully answered.

                              Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 14

Victor and I sat on his bed, my eyes looking at the ground and my mind going back at Jason’s words. I wonder why the name sounds so familiar. It is like, I have heard it before. And when I say that, I do not mean that I just know it. It is like I know a person that is called like this. A person, that I care about.

I shook my head once I heard Victor calling my name. I turned my head on side and I looked at him.

“Are you alright?” – Victor asked me.

I nod my head, as I kept staring at his eyes, as if I could get the answers I wanted. Sadly, he stood up from the bed and went on the other side of it. I followed his moves, as he was pouring water into a glass. After that, he walked back to me and handed me the glass of water. I thanked him and took a small sip.

“As Jason’s best friend, I really need and want to apologize for his actions. I know he has a very short temper, so please, forgive him and have patience. He loves you, but sometimes, just because he loves you and he is afraid that he might lose you, he gets really mad and angry and he just flips out and yells at you. Do not ask him too personal questions; he will answer them when he thinks it is time for you to know them. Just try to not make him yell. “– Victor gave me a small smile, which made me nod my head in response.

5 minutes later, I left his room and went towards mine. I opened the door, but I did not see Jason in there. I simply closed it and decided to look for him. I walked down the hall and knocked on Jack’s room. There was not a response, so I just opened the door. Another of the many rooms was empty, but my eyes caught my boy, leaned on the fence of the balcony. His back was facing me. I made my way towards him, as I wrapped my hands around his body and kissed his back. His hand caught my wrist and he yanked me in front of him, my back now, touching the fence. Jason’s hand caught my jaw and he leaned my head backwards. I let him, until I thought he is going to let me fall down the balcony, and actually kill me. I decided not to scream, nor yell at him. My hand touched his cheek, slowly caressing it. His eyes went soft and back to hazel.

“It is okay. It is me. I will not hurt you. Just please, let me hug you.” – I was whispering to him.

His hand sneaked around my waist and pulled me back towards him, my face hitting his hard chest. I wrapped my hands around his waist and kissed his chest. He kissed the top of my head and I sighed in relief.

“I am sorry about everything.”- Murmured Jason against my hair.

I nod my head and looked at his face.

“I am sorry too.” – I whispered back.

He placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed my lips. My hands were resting on his chest. His lips lingered against mine, until I pulled away.

“Are you going to join me and the boys, downstairs?” – I asked, as Jason raised an eyebrow at me.

“What are you guys going to do?” – He asked me back.

I shrugged with my shoulders and went inside Jack’s room. Jason followed me and before I reached the door knob to open the door, my ass was being slapped, hard. Then, I heard Jason laugh. I turned my head to look at him. He was sitting on the Jack’s king sized bed and was holding his stomach from laughing so hard. I made my way towards him and I slapped his cheek, but not too hard.

Jason stopped laughing and looked at me, dead serious.

“Did you just slap me?” – He asked me, as if he could not believe what I just did.

I nod my head, proud as I can be. Jason took my hand and yanked me towards him, taking me across his lap. I did not say anything. I did not protest.

“Count to 10 with me baby.” – Said Jason, as his hand collided with my ass.

I kept quiet and closed my eyes. I got used to getting spanked almost every day, that it turned into pleasure for me.

“I did not hear you baby girl.”

Once again, Jason’s hand came in contact with my ass. And again, I did not say anything.

“Avalanna, count with me or it will get worse.” – Jason’s voice was stern this time.

“So be it.” – I answered him.

I could care less, if it would get worse. The next slap I got was so hard; I had to bit my lip to prevent the scream. Jason threw me back on the bed, as he got on top of me, his face right in front of mine.

“Are you enjoying my spanks, baby girl?” – Whispered Jason seductively.

“No.” – I said back.

But, I lied. Jason’s lips attached to my neck.

“Are you lying to me?” – He murmured against it.

“Yes.” – My answer was simple, my mind now, focusing on his amazing lips.

He got back to my lips, and kissed them. His tongue licked my bottom lip, as we started making out. Jason was rough, as if he was hungry for my lips. I could not complain about it. I loved it.

His hand slipped in my panties, and my hand immediately stopped his. I moved from the kiss and looked at him.

“Relax. I will not have sex with you. Let me make you feel good.”

Unsure in what I am doing, I slowly removed my hand from his. His large finger rubbed my clitoris, and I closed my eyes in pleasure. Jason kissed my neck, as he rubbed faster. Moans left my mouth and I spread my legs a little bit more, giving Jason more space. A strange feeling was building inside my stomach. I closed my legs, as Jason pushed them apart again.

“Let it out Avalanna.” – Commanded Jason.

I let a loud moan escape my lips, my whole body trembling, my hands gripping Jason’s forearms, when I heard the door being open, followed by Jack’s voice.

“Dude, not on my bed!”

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Chapter 13

Jason's smile disappeared and he just stared blankly at me. I noticed his hand turning into a fist and his body was completely frozen.

"I am sorry. Please do not get mad at me." – I whispered and turned my head towards the sandwich, then took a bite, even though I was not hungry anymore.

 He was leaned on my side, slightly touching my thigh with his hand.

"I will see you later in our room." – He whispered back to me and gave my thigh a light squeeze.

This time my whole body froze under his touch and the words he just spoke to me. Did I make a mistake? Maybe I should have not said that to him. Maybe it was early. Maybe he is mad now because it is early. Maybe he wanted to sleep with me before he kills me. Maybe he wanted me to love him before he kills me. Maybe he has not planned how to kill me, yet. Maybe he has. Maybe it is today. Maybe it is tomorrow. Maybe it is this week. Maybe it is this month. Or year. You could never know with Jason. I just hope I will spend more time with him before he kills me.

I snapped out of my thoughts when I heard Shane's voice. Jason was still next to me, the boys were gone and Shane was standing outside the kitchen, asking me am I going to join them to play a game in the living room. I nod my head in response and he left. Now, it was just me and Jason, sitting on the kitchen table. Slowly, I stood up and took the plate in my hands. I went towards the sink and put it in. The sink was full of dishes from the boys. I sighed and pulled the sleeves of my sweatshirt up. Then, I started washing the dishes.

His hand touched my hip and I slightly jumped. My hands started to shake. I did not even notice when he got up and got behind me. His hand traveled under my shirt, to my belly. I closed my eyes and goosebumps formed on my skin. I loved his touch. He could touch anywhere he wanted. His lips kissed my neck, as his right hand got under my shirt too. Both of his cold hands were on my belly, while his lips were kissing my neck. The water was still running in the sink and I had a plate in my hands. The plate slipped from my hands and fell on the ground, shattering in pieces. I opened my eyes and looked at it. Gasp left my mouth and I put my hands over Jason's.

"Let go of me." – The words left my mouth.

Instead of letting me go, he gripped his hands even more.

"I will let go when I want. It is just a stupid plate anyway. Let it. You are not going to pick it up, you can cut yourself."

"But, I did this! It is my fault. Let me clean the mess I made." – I kind of yelled at Jason.

He removed his hands from me and turned me towards him. He was mad.

"Why the fuck do you always need to ruin the moment?! We were good and you had to care about a fucking, stupid, broken plate! Can't you just leave it there?! Nobody cares anyway! God damn it Natalie!" – He went with his fingers through his hair.

"Natalie?" – I did not care that he was yelling.

 I wanted to know who Natalie is. Jason looked at me and put his hand over his eyes.

"Get out." – He breathed out, but I did not move a bit.

When he looked at me again, he started yelling.

"I said get the fuck out Avalanna!" – He pointed with his hand towards the door and I ran outside the kitchen.

 I bumped into Victor's chest. My head was still down and I could not look up. My eyes were full of tears, my body trembling. Victor's arm wrapped around my shoulder and he gave me a light squeeze.

"Let's go to my room."

I did not really want to go. I was scared that Jason might get even angrier about it. But right now, I did not have voice to even refuse. I did not have the strength to fight back. So, I just went with Victor to his room. But in my mind, the name "Natalie" was still repeating itself again and again.

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