Chapter 12

I smiled, but pretended to act like I do not understand.

"What do you mean?" - I asked with a confusing look.

"What I mean baby doll, is that you are mine, no one gets you, but me. No one is allowed to touch you like I can, look at you like I can, talk to you like I can, or even breathe around you like I can." - He replied, just before he placed his lips on mine, sending fireworks in my stomach.

He pulled away and looked me in my eyes, while he was stroking my cheek.

"If I cannot have you, no one can. Because, you are mine. And only mine baby doll."

Once again, he connected his lips with mine, making me smile between the kiss.

"I want to give you neck kisses." – He said, which made me giggle.

"I want to hold your hand." - I replied.

"I want to watch movies with you all day and cuddle." - He continued, as I did the same.

"I want to wear your hoodies."

"I want to give you forehead kisses."

"I want to lie on your chest."

"I want to keep you warm when you are cold." - I did not know what to say anymore.

I was...  Speechless... Wrapping my hand around him, I lay on his chest and listened to his heartbeat.

"I love you." - I said to him and laced our fingers together.

"I love you too baby doll." - He replied and kissed the top of my head.

I fell asleep in his arms. I woke up, still on his chest. Putting my head up, I saw him sleeping with his mouth open a little, which made me smile. I am happy to have him as my boyfriend and best friend. He took away Justin from my heart. It was time for someone to do that. He was there too long. I loved Justin for like, 6 years. I had a crush on him since I was 10.We met when I was 8.So yeah, we became friends when I was 10 and I had a secret crush on him since then. After that... You know, when he was 14 he left me. I left after a couple of months, and went in New York with my parents.. My life was a roller coaster these pass 4 years. But, here I am, stronger than ever. What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. It is true. I let out a sigh and shook my head, as those ugly thoughts of my past disappeared. Looking once again at Jason sleeping, I kissed his chest. He started waking up and moving. Slowly opening his eyes, he looked down at me and smiled.

"Good morning baby doll." - He smiled and kissed my forehead, which made me smile too.

"Good morning Jay."- I said back.

"How did you sleep baby doll?" - He asked me and moved his hand on my back, playing with the tips of my hair.

"It was good, what about you? How did you sleep?" - I asked back and made some small circles on his chest with my finger.

"Amazing baby doll."- He chuckled.

"What are we doing today? Do you want us to go out for dinner?"

"Sure, why not? When should I be ready?" - I asked back.

"Around 7 pm. I will come to pick you. I will go home now to get ready too." - He replied.

"Do not leave me." - I pleaded, which made him chuckle.

"I will stay for lunch baby doll, but then I will go home to get ready. You will have to do the same."

I stood up and started dancing on the floor. Jason started laughing and took me back by my waist, which caused me to fall on him. I laughed. He kissed my neck and continued to my lips, as we were making out on the bed.

-DINNER-

Getting ready in my room after I took a shower, I headed towards my closet, opening it to find the perfect dress for tonight. After searching for a while, my eyes caught the perfect one. Black, short and tight dress is my choice for tonight. I put it on my bed, while I was doing my make-up and putting my hair in a high ponytail. After I finished with that, I put the dress on me and headed downstairs to find some high heels. It was almost 7 and it made me really nervous. Jason could get here any second and I really need to hurry up. While my mind was playing with me and the little voice in my head was telling me to hurry, the doo bell rang, causing me to jump a little, because the house was quiet when the doorbell rang! I opened the door and saw Jason standing there. He checked me from head to toe and licked his lips, making my cheeks turn pink.

"Aren't you ready yet, baby doll?" - He asked me while he was chuckling because my cheeks were pink.

“Well, I was picking some high heels when you rang on the doorbell." - I explained, taking some black high heels and putting them on.

He chuckled again, which made me look at him, while I was grabbing my purse.

"What?" - I asked him and stepped out, then took the key from my purse and locked the door.

"Nothing. You are just gorgeous baby doll." - He said and turned me to him by my waist.

 Our bodies were pressed and he attached his lips to mine.

-RESTOURANT-

After we ate our dinner, Jason offered me his hand for a dance, which I gladly accepted. I slipped my hand in his and stood up. There were other people dancing too. I put my hand on Jason's shoulder, and his was on my waist. We were moving slowly, I had a smile on my face, which turned into frown when I saw Justin coming in, holding hands with some girl. She was prettier than me. He was smiling at her. And she was smiling back to him. When he turned his head, he looked at me, with my hands around Jason's neck and his around my waist, dancing slowly with the others. He just smiled at me and continued on his table. They sat on the table in front of ours. And he took the seat to look at my face. After the dance was over, we sat with Jason on our table. I looked at Justin, who was laughing about something with that girl. He made short eye contact with me, then looked back at the girl. Another song came on and we decided to dance again. I placed my hands around Jason's neck and this time he placed his on my hips. I nuzzled my head in the crook of his neck and closed my eyes. The next moment when I opened them, Justin was standing in front of me, with his hands around her waist and her hands were in the back of his hair, touching it. I felt... Jealous of that girl. I do not know why, I just did. He leaned in and kissed her. I could not take it anymore, so I ran in the bathroom and tears were just falling on the floor.

Justin's POV

I knew they were going out for dinner. I had my man stalking her. What can I do? I am in love with her. It has been 6 years. I want her only for me. I asked Elysandra to go out with me. I am close with her. So I asked for help from her. And I did this. Yes, I kissed her and Natalie ran in the toilet. Was she crying? Did I hurt her? Oh God, I made a mistake.

Natalie’s POV

I ran in the bathroom and started crying. Tears were just falling down. I was broken. He broke my heart once again. Even though I like Jason and I am with him... I still love Justin. He is still in my heart. When I kiss Jason, I think of Justin. When I am in his arms, I think it is Justin's arm wrapped around me, protecting me from everything and everyone. I looked myself in the mirror. Mascara was all over my face. I was such a mess. A soft knock was heard on the door. Then, his soft voice, filled with worry.

"Baby doll? Are you alright?" - He asked with worry in his voice.

Oh my God, this boy. I want to love him, not Justin. He is treating me like a princess, makes me happy. I like him, yes. But, Justin is still there, stuck in my heart. I am trying to forget him and I can say, it is going well. I started to love Jay every day more and more. Letting out a sigh and looking myself in the mirror, I replied to Jason.

"Wait for a minute Jay, I will come out now." - I replied and washed my face.

The mascara from my face was gone now. After that, I went out. He was still there, waiting for me. I just ran and hugged him tight. Silently, I was sobbing into his chest.

"Baby doll? What is wrong? Why are you crying?" - He asked me and kissed the top of my head.

I pulled away and looked into his face, my hands still wrapped around his torso and his were now on my cheeks. With his thumbs, he wiped out my tears.

"What is wrong baby doll? Did Justin hurt you again? I am going kill him! “- He turned to go, anger was placed on his face.

My hand immediately caught his wrist, stopping him to do something that he is going to regret. He looked down on it, then moved his gaze back on my face, looking into my eyes.

"Jay take me home please. We will talk there." - I replied and he nod.

He was not angry anymore. Placing his lips on my forehead, he left a kiss on it. Intertwining our fingers, we headed towards our table, as he paid. I looked at Justin once again. He had a frown and looked at me. I instantly turned my gaze towards Jason and he was already waiting for me. I got on my tippy-toes and kissed him. He smiled and when I pulled away, he held my coat, as I put it on me.

After I put it on me, we got out and headed towards my car. Jason opened the door of the car for me.  I got inside. He did the same and started the car, leaving the parking lot. My head was leaned on the seat and I was looking outside the window. Suddenly, I felt Jason's hand on mine, as he held it in his. I turned my head to him. His gaze was on the road, but he moved it to me, when he noticed I am looking at him.

"Are you alright, baby doll?" - He pecked my hand and smiled at me.

I gave him a small smile.

"Yeah Jay, do not worry." - I reassured him.

It was silent in the car until we came in front of my house. We were looking at each other.

"Why don't you move in with me? I want you with me all the time." - squeezing his hand, he gave me a smile.

"I do not know baby doll. Are you sure about it?

"A hundred percent." - I said sure and smiled.

"Alright then. I will come tomorrow." - he said and I nod.

Both of us leaned in for a kiss, then went home.

-Morning-

I woke up and did my morning routine. Wash my face, brush my teeth and put some mascara on. I went downstairs and called Jason. It took him a while to pick up.

-On the phone-

"Good morning baby doll."

"Good morning love." - I said and heard him chuckling.

"What's up baby doll?"

"Nothing much. I called you to ask if you made up your mind about moving in. Should I wait for you for breakfast?"

"Well, I am ready to come. I will be there in 10 minutes."

"Okay, I will be waiting for you."

“Love you baby doll."

This made me giggle, before I replied.

"I love you too Jase." - I hung up.

...

He came to my room and we laid on OUR bed. Our legs were laced, the same was with our fingers on our hands. I laid on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. It was so peaceful. Until, someone rang on my door. I let out a sigh, before I got up. I ran down. When I opened the door, there was he. Standing wet Justin. It was raining outside and the raindrops were falling on his perfect face from his hair. His hair was messy. He just stood there on the rain, staring at me. I noticed he was shaking. On this freezing weather, he has just a T-shirt on.

"Justin, what are you doing here? Come in, you are freezing."- I took his hands and lead him in the house, then closed the door.

I ran and took towels. He was still standing where I left him. I moved him on the sofa and with the towel wiped his hair. He caught my wrist and laid me on the sofa next to him. He got on top of me and looked inside my eyes. Raindrops were falling on my face. Licking his lips, he was ready to press his lips on mine, but Jason yelled my name and both me and Justin snapped our heads at him. He was standing on the top of the stairs, looking at us, mad and angry. I pushed Justin off me and told him to wait down. I ran up and Jason took my upper hand, then went in our room. His grip got tighter, so tight, that my hand started to hurt.

“Jason, it hurts. Stop it please." - I begged him.

"Shut up Natalie!"- He pushed me inside and closed the door.

"Wasn't I enough for you? I was just perfect and you were fine until he came. It is like, he is your weakness and I am someone you play with. Well, no more playing baby doll."- He had a sudden mood change.

He went from angry to calm. I felt scared, so I did not say anything. A burn ran through my cheek. He slapped me and kept pushing me, until I fell on the bed.

"I am going to make you forget every kiss you had with him. Every little memory! Tonight, I will make you mine!"

He started pulling my clothes off, without even asking for my permission. I was struggling and asked him to stop, but he kept going. I slapped, screamed, prayed for someone to come in and save me from this monster.

"It is over you little slut, don't you see? You will never..." - a loud bang.

Justin hit him and he fell on top of me, unconscious. I was looking in shock. I pushed Jason off me and ran to Justin. I hugged him so tight, feeling safe in his arms. Tears start to ran down my cheeks. Jason wanted to rape me. He called me a slut. He slapped me! This is too much. And what hurts the most? He did not even love me. All he wanted was, to have sex with me. And I fell in love with him. On his sweet words and little games. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? Why am I hurt again?

"Shh... Nath, it is okay. I am here to protect you princess. He will not hurt you again. Calm down princess, do not cry." - He stroked my hair.

I felt calm, but I was still broken.

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