Chapter 14

I woke up, realizing I am in his arms. This made me smile. Last night, I made love with the man I love. I gave myself to him. Sheets were wrapped around our bodies. I kissed his chest and stood up to take a shower. I could still feel pain down there... Damn, it still hurts! I tip-toed to the bathroom and locked the door. Letting the water run, I checked it a few times until it was just like I like it. I stepped in and let it to fall on my head. I picked the apple scented shampoo, as I applied it on my hair. Then, I picked the strawberry scented body wash and applied it on my skin, softly rubbing it. Wrapping a towel around my body, I stepped out and put Justin's shirt on me, only in my panties down. I let my fingers run through my messy, wet hair. Justin was still sleeping. He looked so peaceful and cute. I had to take a picture of him. I tip-toed to the bed and got my phone. I took a lot of pictures of him, sleeping. A giggle escaped from my lips and he slowly started opening his eyes, a smile growing on his sleepy face. I still had my phone in my hands, so I took another picture of him. He was smiling, his eyes were closed now. I heard him groan.

"Stop taking pictures of me babe. I am awful." - His hand wrapped around my waist, as he took me on top of him.

I could not stop giggling. His hands were holding my hips. I pecked his lips, making his smile grew even wider.

"Good morning princess."

"Good morning Mr. Bieber." - I smiled.

"Oh, how are you Mrs. Bieber? Did you sleep well? How was I yesterday? Did you like it? Is my d-" - I cut him, by pressing my hand over his mouth, feeling his smirk under it.

"Enough Justin."- I giggled.

"I am not Mrs. Bieber." - I felt his tongue on my hand.

He was licking my hand!

"Oh, come on Justin! You are disgusting!" - I wiped my hand from the sheets, making Justin laugh.

"Baby, let me tell you something. First of all, maybe you are not Mrs. Bieber yet, but you will be soon."

"Oh, will I?" - I raised my eyebrow, with a smirk on my face.

"Yes, you will. Alright, we cleared that. Second, I know you love when my tongue explores your mouth, but you still have not tasted what I can do with him. I still have nt licked you pu-" - I cut him off again by placing my hand over his mouth, so the last few words he said were like murmuring.

I tried to roll on the bed to stand up, but he was holding me, his hands wrapped around my waist.

"I am not letting you go, until I get a kiss."

Big smile was placed on his face. I leaned in and kissed his lips. When I was about to move back, Justin put his hand on the back of my head, holding me and he did not let me break the kiss. His tongue licked my bottom lip, but somehow, I moved my head and broke the kiss, making Justin groan.

"I am not going to make out with you. Go in the bathroom and take a shower." - I kissed his chest and got up.

With me, I took the sheets off Justin, leaving him naked on the bed. But he did not seem like he cared about it. It seems like he was enjoying being naked on the bed, without the sheets and having me looking at his penis. For a moment, I wanted to just get on him and ride him until we both get tired. I just shook this pervert thought off my head.

"Justin babe, get up and go take a shower. I will wait for you downstairs for breakfast."

My eyes landed on Justin's hand, which was on his penis. He was touching himself in front of me! This dude is making me horny. Damn! I really want to ride him. I looked away, but Justin's voice made me turn my head back at him.

"Come here baby girl." - He moved with his finger like a sign for me to come towards him.

 I made my way towards the bed and sat next to him.

"Yes?" - I was staring down there, but moved my head towards his eyes.

 He had a smirk on his face and again with his finger, made me to lean my head to his face. He started sucking my neck, making a moan escape from my lips. He moved me on top of him, still sucking my neck. And then I felt something inside me, making me feel so good. He moved my panties aside, since I had only his shirt on and put his penis in me! I felt him thrusting in and out, making me moan. I sat on him and he was holding my hips.

"Ride me baby." - His voice was raspy, making me hornier than ever.

 I did as he said. He closed his eyes in pleasure, moaning. After that, he flipped us and got on top of me. His thrusts become even harder, hitting my G-spot. With his thumb, he was rubbing my clitoris. Soon, I came, but Justin kept going in and out. When he was about to came, he took his penis out and ran in the bathroom, and I guess, did his job. I heard him flush the toilet, but he did not come back. He was probably taking a shower, so I decided to join him. I got in the bathroom and strip my panties, then took off Justin's shirt and tossed it on the floor. I got into the shower behind Justin and wrapped my hands around him, kissing his back. He turned to me and placed his hands on my cheeks, his thumbs under my chin. He placed his lips on mine, making sure he slips his tongue in my mouth, exploring every inch of it. He pulled away, placing his forehead on mine.

"I love you." - He said and pecked my lips again.

"I love you too."

We were down, sitting on the sofa in the living room, my head in Justin's lap. "The Notebook” was playing on the TV. Justin was playing with my hair. I looked up at him and he leaned with a smile, placing his lips on mine. After the movie finished, I had dry tears on my cheeks, but Justin wiped them off with his thumb. He pecked my forehead and sat me in his lap, my head resting on his shoulder. My hand was around his neck, playing with his hair on the back of his head.

"Justin?" - My voice was low.

"Hm?"

"Can we go out tonight?" - I lifted my head, to face him.

"In that case princess, you should start to prepare, because it is already 8:30 pm."

I quickly pecked his lips and ran up, in our room, hearing Justin's chuckle. I opened my closet and here comes the tough part.

I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO WEAR!

Wait...

Where are we going? He did not tell me anything!

"Justin! Where are we going?!" - I was yelling from upstairs, so he can hear me.

"Club!" - He yelled back.

 I knew what to wear. Tight, short, black dress was the choice for tonight. I put on a lace bra and panties, then the dress, with pink neon high heels and pink lipstick. I let my hair fall naturally. I put my phone in my pink, neon purse and ran downstairs. Justin was watching TV in the living room.

"Justin?" - He turned his head towards me, checking me from head to toe, licking his lips.

 I blushed and put my head down. He lifted from the sofa and came towards me, lifting my head up.

"Why are you blushing, when I didn't even say anything?"- He chuckled, with his thumbs caressing my cheeks.

 I just shrugged with my shoulders. He pecked my lips.

"You are stunning, as always." - He kissed me again.

-In the club-

We were both drunk, dancing in the middle of the dance floor. "Talk dirty" was blasting in the club, as I was swaying my hips side to side, Justin behind me. His hands were on my hips and he was grinding on me. I could feel his boner against my ass. I started twerking a little, making Justin groan. He took my hand in his and started walking towards the exit. We got in his car and he started driving somehow, because he was drunk a little. Thank God we got home safe and without injuries. Just as he slammed the door, he pinned me on the wall. I jumped in his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist. He could not go upstairs in our room, so we ended up having sex in the living room.

-Morning-

I woke up; feeling huge headache. I groaned and stood up. Justin was not next to me. Awkward. I made my way towards our room upstairs to take an aspirin, since my head was going to explode. Justin was sitting on the end of the bed, tugging the end of his hair and thinking about something.

"Baby?" - He snapped his head towards me.

"What is wrong? You seem upset." - I walked towards him and sat on the bed.

"It is nothing...Just some problems with the songs I record." - I nod and pecked his lips.

"I love you."

"I love you too my beauty queen."

-After 3 weeks-

I flushed the toilet and washed my hands and my face. This has been happening the past 4 days. I kept throwing up, my stomach hurts and my period is late. I am afraid to go to the doctors. He might tell me something that makes me have goosebumps. I even got them now too. Am I pregnant? I am scared of that. What am I going to tell Justin? We are too young. I turned the door knob and immediately turned around, then puked again. I have been here 2 hours already. I am sleepy. It is 4 am. Justin is sleeping. I am afraid that I will wake him up. Someone held my hair back. I kept puking, then stood up. Justin wrapped his hands around my waist.

"Baby you are not okay. Let's go to the hospital." -he said and I shook my head.

"I am fine Justin. I probably ate something bad." - I washed my hands and brushed my teeth.

He took me in his hands and went in our room, placing me on our bed.

"Baby let's go to the doctors. I did not use a condom 3 weeks ago. You know, when we were in the club...We were both drunk and I forgot to put a condom on..."- he sighed and I swallowed hard.

Maybe I really should make an appointment.

"Okay...I guess I will go tomorrow."

"I will come with you." - He lay next to me and covered us.

"You don't have to. I can go alone. You have to go in the studio." - He let out a sigh again and nod.

Soon, we both fell asleep.

Jason's POV

She is perfect. I am obsessed with her. But, I cannot have her. She is with him. Fucking bastard! I will kill him! She has to be with me! Scratch that, she is mine! But, he... HE took her virginity! That should be me! I should have taken it from my doll. Her blue eyes are perfect. Her hair is so soft and makes me want to run my hands through it. Her lips are so kissable. Every night I am watching her. Scratch that. I follow her all the time. Right now she is in hospital. What happened?! I was waiting nervously in my car, waiting for her to come out. I could not wait anymore, so I got in. My uncle works here, he will tell me what is happening with her. She was in the hall, waiting for the results. I went in my uncle's office without anyone noticing. He was just looking at some document. We were small talking and I looked at the paper he left next to me. It was her name on it. She is pregnant?! Anger was growing up in me, but I stayed calm and said goodbye. I ran to my car and called my people. They know I am obsessed with my baby doll. John picked the phone.

"John, listen to me carefully."

Natalie's POV

I was walking to my car, thinking what I am going to tell to Justin. I am pregnant... I am carrying his child. We are too young. I do not know will he accept the fact that I am pregnant. I unlocked the door and got in my car, then started driving slowly. I was thinking about telling Justin. How will he react? Will he accept the baby? What if I abort? Should I tell him? Maybe I should wait...But, nom what will I tell him? He will ask what the doctor said...I just cannot lie to him. This is his baby, he has to know that. A gig of a car took me away from my thoughts. I looked at the car in front of me and turned the wheel, but it was too late. Last I remember, was my car going out of the road and turning a few times, before I hit in a tree and hit my head from the wheel.

Justin's POV

I was in the studio; working on a new song. I could not focus. My mind was at Natalie's. She is at the hospital. I wonder how she is. She has been puking lately. I let out a sigh and my phone rang. I could tell it was some young girl.

"Mr. Bieber?" - Her voice was high.

"Yeah? Who is there?"

"We are calling from the hospital."  - She said and I swallowed hard.

My mind immediately went at my beauty queen. Is she alright? What if something happened to her?

"Yeah, what happened?" - Words were barely coming out.

"Your girlfriend had an accident." - My heart started beating so fast, it was hard to breathe.

Somehow, I asked her what hospital it is and hung up. I ran out of the studio, without saying a word and went in my car. I was driving like crazy. What if I lose her? Ugly thoughts were filling my head, making me even more nervous. After 15 minutes, I parked the car and ran in the hospital.

"Which room is Natalie McLee in?" -I was trying to take a breath.

"She is in the OR right now. Please wait here." - She pointed at the chairs in front of the hall way.

I mumbled "thank you" and went there. My leg was shaking from anxiety. My mind was at Natalie's. Is she going to be okay? Will I hold her in my arms again? Will I be able to kiss her again? To make her smile and see her beautiful smile? To hold her hand again? Put my hand around her waist?  Intertwine our fingers together? Call her "baby" again? Peck her forehead? Touch her hair? Kiss her cheek? See her in a beautiful dress? Will I be able to see her in a wedding dress, with her gorgeous smile placed on her face, coming towards me? To have a baby together? Will I be able to smell her again? To hear her laugh and my name roll perfectly from her mouth? To have fun with her?

My attention caught the doors that were being opened. A doctor came out. I jumped from the seat and ran to him.

"Doc...I-is she okay?" - I was waiting his answer, desperate.

My hands started sweating. He looked at me, disappointed. 

"She is still in a critical state..." - My breath got stuck in my throat.

"...But we lost the baby...I am really sorry Mr. Bieber"- he put his hand on my shoulder, giving me a light squeeze.

I looked at him blankly. B-baby? She was pregnant? And she did not tell me? Why didn't she call me when she found out about our baby? Our baby... We could have a baby...Little blessing for our big love...I turned my head to the operation hall, seeing my beauty queen sleeping with things attached to her body, keeping her in life. I felt...helpless...I lost my unborn baby and my girlfriend is fighting for her life. I was watching the doctors take her in another room. I went behind them, but before I could get in her room, the nurse stopped me and closed the door. I was watching her from the big glass. They were putting the needle in her arm. But my eyes kept looking at her flawless face. Why didn't she tell me? Did she want to get an abortion? Can she have a baby again? Is she going to wake up? What if she hates me now? What if she breaks up with me? I went back and sat on the chair, putting my hands over my face. I need my beauty back. I need to hold her in my arms. My phone rang. I let out a sigh and took it from my pocket. I slide the "answer" button on the screen ad put the phone on my ear.

-On the phone-

"Justin where are you? You were all over the news for driving too fast!" - He kept yelling on the phone, but I didn't have the power to do that. Instead of yelling, my voice was low and raspy.

"Natalie is in the hospital...She had a car crash and she...lost our baby..." - Scoot went quiet and there was some silence on the phone, before he spoke to give him the address of the hospital, which I did and he turned off. After 20 minutes, he came here, hugging me tight.

"It is going to be alright Justin, you need to stay strong and be there for your girl. She needs you more than anyone else now." - I just nod and moved from the hug, sitting back on the chair.

My eyes went towards my beauty again. Scooter's hand was patting my back. My eyes caught her moving and opening her eyes, before she turned her eyes towards the glass. Our eyes met. I jumped and ran, calling a nurse. They ran with me towards the room and before I could get in the room again, they closed the door. I ran my fingers through my hair and put my hands on the cold glass, looking at my beauty talking with the nurse. Her eyes filled with tears. Tears were rolling on her cheeks. She started taking the needles off her arms. She was basically going insane. I could not watch her anymore and did not care what the nurse said. I ran in the room, towards my baby. I sat on the bed and took her in my hug. She kept struggling to move from there, but I did not let her slip of my hands. I held her tight to my chest.

"Shh...Baby it is me...Calm down princess, it is alright." - I cooed and she slowly put her arms around my waist, crying and whimpering against my chest.

 I kissed the top of her head and held my princess in my arms, not letting her go.

Justin's POV

She moved from my hug and looked through the window. I hate seeing her like this. My hands touched her cheeks, slowly caressing them with my thumb.

"Baby... Princess, look at me. Please." - I wiped the dry tears that were ruining her flawless face.

But, she kept looking outside.

"Baby what did the nurse say to you?" - Her eyes filled with tears again and she started crying.

I took her in my arms again, my hands going through her hair. She kept crying on my shoulder, making my shirt wet, but it didn't matter now. I swallowed hard and decided to ask her the question that no one wanted to hear.

"Did she tell you about our baby?"

I pulled away to meet her eyes. She just nod and started crying even more. My heart was broken into pieces. It was just...hard to see her like that...When she calmed down, I moved her slowly from my shoulder and saw her sleeping. Carefully, I laid her on the pillow and covered her with the blanket.

-After 1 week-

Justin's POV

I took the bag with Natalie's clothes and gave my hand to her. She slowly put her tiny hand in mine and stood up from the bed. It has been 1 week after the scary accident. I am taking her on a vacation in Hawaii. She needs to keep her mind off the loss of our baby. Our bags are ready; my private jet is ready too. All I needed to do is take Natalie with me. Right now, we are in my car, Kenny is driving in front and I and my doll are sitting on the backseat. Her hand is holding mine, resting on her thigh. I slowly put my thumb over her knuckles. She just let out a sigh and turned her head towards me, sending me a small smile, which I returned. When we arrived on the place where my jet was ready to set off, Kenny took our luggage, as we headed towards the jet. We sat and buckled our seats. I leaned and kissed her cheek, taking her hand in mine again. As we went straight to the sky, Natalie relaxed and soon fell asleep.

-Hawaii-

Our man left the luggage in our hotel room. Natalie went straight to the balcony, looking at the ocean. Carefully, I wrapped my hands around her waist; not wanting to scare her. She tensed a little and turned her head on the side. When she saw me, she relaxed and turned back to the ocean. I kissed her in her hair, leaving my lips a little bit longer. My chin was resting on her shoulder, both of us not saying a word.

...

The past few days were a good change for Natalie. She was smiling again. I know it is hard and she did not forget what happened, but she's trying not to think about it. We were swimming together, went to an amusement park, where I won a teddy bear for my princess. Right now, I am down on the beach, waiting for her to come down. I am wearing a tuxedo. It is a special day for me and Natalie, you know? There are candles that will lead her to our table, a wine resting next to us in ice. I saw her coming in a long, red dress, that was perfectly falling down. She was... breathtaking. I stood up from my chair, licking my lips and raising my hand to take hers. She smiled to me and put her hand in mine. I brought it to my lips and kissed it, making her blush. I moved the chair and she sat, as I went on the other side and sat too. I took the wine and sipped in our glasses. We were talking and laughing. Our dinner was here and after we ate, I stood up and offered her my hand.

She was confused at first, but put her hand in mine and stood up. We were walking in the sand, her heels in her hand. Waves were touching out feet, as we were walking holding hands. This is it. This is the moment. I stopped and Natalie turned to me. I took the small box from the pocket of my pants and I got down on one knee, holding her left hand. She gasped. I smiled nervously and opened the small box.

"Um...uh...I-I do not know where to start Natalie Ann McLee."- I chuckled a little bit.

"I have known you for ages. I always loved you. Since we were little kids. I know leaving you was the biggest mistake I have ever made, but as you see, God wanted us to be together and he made us meet again. Thank God for that show, where I got you in my arms again. I am not planning to let you go, ever again."- Her eyes were filled with tears.

"So... I know our relationship was not the best... We had lots of problems, but we are still here and we are still together. I just want to have you forever just for me baby .I want you to be the mother of my kids. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Natalie Ann McLee. Will you marry me?"- I swallowed hard, looking in her eyes.

"J-Justin I- I do not..-" - I did not even let her talk.

 I let the box fall on the sand and took her in my hands, getting into the water. She started screaming, making me laugh. Her head was nearly touching the water. She let her heels fall in the water and she sneaked her hands to my shirt, holding onto it.

"I will let you fall, if you say no."- I laughed, as she kept screaming.

"Will you marry me Natalie Ann McLee?" - She yelled a "yes", but I pretended like I did not hear it, so she started screaming "yes" really loud.

I chuckled and pulled her up. Her legs wrapped around my waist and her hands around my neck.

"I will never let you fall, baby girl. Ever. I will catch you, if you fall."- She moved back from the hug to face me, but I kissed her.

"I was going to say "yes" anyway idiot! You did not have to get me into the water! Plus, I lost my heels." - I laughed on her words and pecked her lips.

"We will get you another pair baby."

-Wedding day-

Natalie's POV

The past few weeks were totally a roller coaster. From our baby, to the proposal, to our wedding. It will be on the same beach on Hawaii. Just our family and friends. No one else. My wedding dress is so simple, but looks elegant. My hair is let like that, with flowers in it. I am going to walk on the sand, so I do not need heels or any shoes. Justin and everyone else are outside, waiting for me. I am in a room down on the beach, some hotel, so I can change. I looked down to see my dress if everything is okay. I heard the door being open. It was probably Pattie. This is it, right? My big day. I felt two pair of strong arms, wrapping around my waist. Hot breath hitting the skin under my ear, sending goosebumps down my spine. It was not Pattie. It was man cologne. Maybe it is Justin. But, what is he doing here? His husky voice. It is not Justin. I slowly looked on the mirror in front of me, seeing his famous smirk.

"Remember me, baby doll?"

He is back!

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjO5xl5Zdr0

Chapter 13

After 7 months...

Walking holding hands with the man you love in the park, is just perfect. He is perfect. His hair, his chocolate brown eyes and pink plump lips. Yes, I am in a happy relationship with the man I love. Justin Drew Bieber. We sat on a bench and I leaned my head on his shoulder. His hand slowly wrapped around my shoulder. I took a breath, as his amazing cologne got in my nose, making me smile. He is perfect on every side. He makes me happy.

Jason...

I do not know where he is. After what happened, I have not seen him. Justin sent his clothes to his family, but I heard he does not live with them anymore. Nobody knows where he went. I just hope he is okay. I let out a sigh and closed my eyes.

"What is wrong princess? What are you thinking about?" - Justin asked me, his hand touching my forearm, which made me smile.

Just the way he cares about me. He knows me so well.

"I am thinking about us." - I got my head up to see his face.

He had a smile and leaned in. His lips pressing on mine, but on a gentle way, like if he pressed more, it would hurt me. Oh God, I love his lips. They are so soft and sweet and yummy.

Okay, I need to stop. They are just perfect.

"Yeah? What about us love? We love each other, what else can you think about now? Marriage? Kids?" - He started chuckling, making me giggle too.

"Yeah, maybe." - I teased and winked at him.

"Oh well, will you marry me princess?" - He looked at my eyes, with a serious face.

HE MUST BE KIDDING!

Wait.

He just... Proposed to me? I am shocked, this cannot be happening. My jaw hit the floor and I heard Justin laughing. Wait...

 He really was kidding! I knew it! He is just an idiot that I love so much. I hit his shoulder playfully.

"Justin! You are such an idiot!" - I turned my head, acting mad.

 But, all of this makes me smile. I cannot be mad at him. He is just so cute and adorable and it seems impossible to be mad at him. I tried, trust me, but it is not working.

"Ow, come on baby, I was kidding. I will not propose to you just like that. You are special, you are my princess. You deserve the best, not just something like that." - He said, trying to convince me to forgive him.

This time I will tease him a little. Yeah, it is my turn to scare him.

"Oh, yeah? I do not care now Justin. That was stupid. I am really mad at you. This time, your words and kisses will not work here."- I tried not to burst out laughing.

 I felt his hands wrapping around my waist and he lifted me up, before I could say anything. He threw me on his shoulder and started walking in the park.

"Justin this is so embarrassing! Put me down, you idiot!"

But he just laughed.

"No baby, not unless you forgive me." - He was walking like nobody is around.

 People were watching, some of the older couples were laughing and smiling at us. Oh God, this is so embarrassing. I should have not teased him.

"Justin, Justin! Babe, okay, I forgive you.  Just put me down please. People are watching us." - I pleaded, but it was more like an order.

"What? I did not hear you... You what?"- I bet he was smiling now, because he won again.

"I said, I forgive you. Now put me down please." - I made my voice like I was ready to cry.

It always works. Hope this time too. And it worked! He put me on the ground and put his hands on my cheeks. Slowly, he leaned in and brushed his soft lips against mine. Dragons interrupted in my stomach. He kissed my lips gentle and stroked my cheeks. With his hand, he moved a strand behind my ear and left his hand there, in my hair. After that, he pulled away from the kiss, resting his forehead on mine. I was still with closed eyes and my mouth still open, wanting more. Waiting to feel his lips against mine again. His hand on my cheek. His minty breath. He chuckled, which made me open my eyes and look at him. I licked my lips to savor the taste from his.

"Want more kisses, princess?" - He chuckled and placed his hand back on my cheek, then with his thumb touched my lips, making them separate.

I nod, still hungry for his kisses. He pecked my lips a couple of times and then, he pulled away, making me whine like a kid. Justin laughed, and wrapped his hand around my shoulder, then started walking. Walking home holding hands, we were enjoying the silence, while the birds were chirping around us. We entered the house, as Justin was closing the door behind him. I took off my sandals and headed towards the kitchen. I leaned and took a cold bottle of water, strawberries and whipped cream. I heard footsteps behind me, which means Justin was coming towards the kitchen. Sipping the water in a glass, I felt his strong arms wrapping around my waist. He rested his chin on my shoulder, as I was drinking my water. Damn I was so thirsty. I took a strawberry and put whipped cream on it, then bit it.

"Want some?" - I pointed the strawberry to Justin.

He took it in his mouth, making noises while eating it.

 I chuckled.

"What is so funny baby?" - He turned me around, while he pressed his body against mine.

Behind me was the counter.

"You are funny love." - I let out a giggle and came closer to peck his lips.

He closed his eyes and I took that chance to take a strawberry. Instead of my lips, he got a strawberry in his mouth. I was laughing so hard. He continued chewing the strawberry, while looking at me. After he swallowed it, his grip on my waist got tighter. I could feel his crotch against my shorts. I kept the moan locked in my mouth, afraid if I let it, he would fuck me right here and right now.

"You will pay now for this baby." - His hand was going up on my thigh.

 Lifting me up, he sat me on the counter, as my legs were wrapped around his waist. His hand was still traveling on my thigh. His lips were now attached on my neck, sucking it. A moan escaped from my lips. I felt his smirk against my neck. From my neck, he was leaving wet kisses to my collarbone. I knew where this is going, and I will not stop it. Not this time. I love him, he was there for me all this time, waiting for me and at that moment I knew this was true love. I want him. Just, not here. It is a kitchen you know... I cook sometimes.

"Justin, babe..."- my hands were messing his hair.

"Go up... In our room." - My voice was low, but still demanding.

 He obeyed and without even saying a word, he lifted me and took me in his hands. He turned around and started walking to our room. His hands were holding my butt, his lips on my neck. Small moans were escaping from my mouth, my hands still in his hair and my legs wrapped around his waist. He pushed the door with his leg and carefully, laid me on our bed, as he got on top of me. Finally, he kissed my lips. Without even asking for permission, he slipped his tongue in my mouth. Our tongues were fighting for dominance. We had a heated make out session. His hands found the hem of my shirt ad moved from the kiss, lifting my shirt and throwing it on the floor. He kissed my chest and undid my shorts. I got my hips up so he can slide them down. They ended on the floor, next to my shirt. His hands were traveling on my body line, to my panties. He squeezed my ass tightly. I arched my back and another moan escaped from my lips. He kissed my stomach and started pulling my panties down my legs, as he threw them and they landed on the lamp.

"You are so beautiful babe."

 He was lost. He looked me straight in the eyes. I blushed and my cheeks turned pink. From my stomach, to my top, he was kissing my body, until he reached my lips. He continued from my lips, to my neck, kissing me under my ear. I felt his fingers slide in me. Moan escaped from my lips.

"I love you." – He whispered in my ear, as he got his finger out and put it in again.

He repeated that a few more times and slid another finger.

"Justin, it hurts." - It really hurt, it is my first time!

"I am sorry babe, but you are just so tight, that even my second finger inside you, hurts you." - He chuckled, making me blush again and hide my head in the crook of his neck.

He started moving his fingers, making me whimper, but soon, I got used to it. It was a pleasure that he was giving me. Suddenly, I felt emptiness. His hands were now behind my back, unclasping my bra. Of course. I still had the bra on me. Justin tossed it on the floor. The fucking idiot is still in his clothes and I am naked! With all my power, I ripped his shirt. I heard him letting out a chuckle.

"What?"

"You want me that much babe?"- He said, while he undid his belt.

 I helped him and unbuttoned his jeans, as I slipped them down. He was now just in boxers. I could see his boner. With my hands, I slowly pulled them down too. While looking at him, I licked my lips. Justin got on his knees. And then , the most incredible feeling came. His large fingers were in me again. This time he used his tongue, playing with my clitoris. Moans and moans were escaping from my mouth. Some feeling was growing inside of me.

"Not yet babe, not yet." - he chuckled and stood up, then laid on me.

"Are you ready babe?" - looking in his eyes, I took a deep breath and let it out, as I nod.

"Are you sure you want this Nath?" 

 Why asking me again?! Just do it, damn!

"Yes Justin, I need to do it someday and today is the day, I guess. Do it."

A small smile appeared on my face. My hands were on his forearms. He leaned and pecked my lips. Then, he continued to my collarbone and neck. While lifting my right leg, he kissed me under my ear. I felt pain down there. He slowly and carefully entered in me.

"I love you princess." - He whispered in my ear.

 My nails were in his forearms, digging his skin. Tears were falling from my eyes, on the sheets. He wiped them with his thumbs and kissed my lips. Then he rested his forehead on mine.

"Are you alright? Did I hurt you too much?"

I shook my head.

"I am sorry babe. I am going to move now, okay?"

 While looking in my eyes, I nod and he started moving out, slowly. Then, back again. He repeated that a few times more. The pain I was feeling, was now replaced with a new feeling of pleasure. Wanting more and more. The room was filled with moans from both of us. Justin was going so fast and hard. I think we broke the bed. Soon, we both came, from both of us, loud moans escaping. He collapsed on top of me. We were both tired. The room was quiet. Only our heavy breathings were filling it now. We were looking into each other’s eyes, full with lust. Justin pecked my lips and rested his forehead on mine.

"I love you."

"I love you too Justin."

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Chapter 12

I smiled, but pretended to act like I do not understand.

"What do you mean?" - I asked with a confusing look.

"What I mean baby doll, is that you are mine, no one gets you, but me. No one is allowed to touch you like I can, look at you like I can, talk to you like I can, or even breathe around you like I can." - He replied, just before he placed his lips on mine, sending fireworks in my stomach.

He pulled away and looked me in my eyes, while he was stroking my cheek.

"If I cannot have you, no one can. Because, you are mine. And only mine baby doll."

Once again, he connected his lips with mine, making me smile between the kiss.

"I want to give you neck kisses." – He said, which made me giggle.

"I want to hold your hand." - I replied.

"I want to watch movies with you all day and cuddle." - He continued, as I did the same.

"I want to wear your hoodies."

"I want to give you forehead kisses."

"I want to lie on your chest."

"I want to keep you warm when you are cold." - I did not know what to say anymore.

I was...  Speechless... Wrapping my hand around him, I lay on his chest and listened to his heartbeat.

"I love you." - I said to him and laced our fingers together.

"I love you too baby doll." - He replied and kissed the top of my head.

I fell asleep in his arms. I woke up, still on his chest. Putting my head up, I saw him sleeping with his mouth open a little, which made me smile. I am happy to have him as my boyfriend and best friend. He took away Justin from my heart. It was time for someone to do that. He was there too long. I loved Justin for like, 6 years. I had a crush on him since I was 10.We met when I was 8.So yeah, we became friends when I was 10 and I had a secret crush on him since then. After that... You know, when he was 14 he left me. I left after a couple of months, and went in New York with my parents.. My life was a roller coaster these pass 4 years. But, here I am, stronger than ever. What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger. It is true. I let out a sigh and shook my head, as those ugly thoughts of my past disappeared. Looking once again at Jason sleeping, I kissed his chest. He started waking up and moving. Slowly opening his eyes, he looked down at me and smiled.

"Good morning baby doll." - He smiled and kissed my forehead, which made me smile too.

"Good morning Jay."- I said back.

"How did you sleep baby doll?" - He asked me and moved his hand on my back, playing with the tips of my hair.

"It was good, what about you? How did you sleep?" - I asked back and made some small circles on his chest with my finger.

"Amazing baby doll."- He chuckled.

"What are we doing today? Do you want us to go out for dinner?"

"Sure, why not? When should I be ready?" - I asked back.

"Around 7 pm. I will come to pick you. I will go home now to get ready too." - He replied.

"Do not leave me." - I pleaded, which made him chuckle.

"I will stay for lunch baby doll, but then I will go home to get ready. You will have to do the same."

I stood up and started dancing on the floor. Jason started laughing and took me back by my waist, which caused me to fall on him. I laughed. He kissed my neck and continued to my lips, as we were making out on the bed.

-DINNER-

Getting ready in my room after I took a shower, I headed towards my closet, opening it to find the perfect dress for tonight. After searching for a while, my eyes caught the perfect one. Black, short and tight dress is my choice for tonight. I put it on my bed, while I was doing my make-up and putting my hair in a high ponytail. After I finished with that, I put the dress on me and headed downstairs to find some high heels. It was almost 7 and it made me really nervous. Jason could get here any second and I really need to hurry up. While my mind was playing with me and the little voice in my head was telling me to hurry, the doo bell rang, causing me to jump a little, because the house was quiet when the doorbell rang! I opened the door and saw Jason standing there. He checked me from head to toe and licked his lips, making my cheeks turn pink.

"Aren't you ready yet, baby doll?" - He asked me while he was chuckling because my cheeks were pink.

“Well, I was picking some high heels when you rang on the doorbell." - I explained, taking some black high heels and putting them on.

He chuckled again, which made me look at him, while I was grabbing my purse.

"What?" - I asked him and stepped out, then took the key from my purse and locked the door.

"Nothing. You are just gorgeous baby doll." - He said and turned me to him by my waist.

 Our bodies were pressed and he attached his lips to mine.

-RESTOURANT-

After we ate our dinner, Jason offered me his hand for a dance, which I gladly accepted. I slipped my hand in his and stood up. There were other people dancing too. I put my hand on Jason's shoulder, and his was on my waist. We were moving slowly, I had a smile on my face, which turned into frown when I saw Justin coming in, holding hands with some girl. She was prettier than me. He was smiling at her. And she was smiling back to him. When he turned his head, he looked at me, with my hands around Jason's neck and his around my waist, dancing slowly with the others. He just smiled at me and continued on his table. They sat on the table in front of ours. And he took the seat to look at my face. After the dance was over, we sat with Jason on our table. I looked at Justin, who was laughing about something with that girl. He made short eye contact with me, then looked back at the girl. Another song came on and we decided to dance again. I placed my hands around Jason's neck and this time he placed his on my hips. I nuzzled my head in the crook of his neck and closed my eyes. The next moment when I opened them, Justin was standing in front of me, with his hands around her waist and her hands were in the back of his hair, touching it. I felt... Jealous of that girl. I do not know why, I just did. He leaned in and kissed her. I could not take it anymore, so I ran in the bathroom and tears were just falling on the floor.

Justin's POV

I knew they were going out for dinner. I had my man stalking her. What can I do? I am in love with her. It has been 6 years. I want her only for me. I asked Elysandra to go out with me. I am close with her. So I asked for help from her. And I did this. Yes, I kissed her and Natalie ran in the toilet. Was she crying? Did I hurt her? Oh God, I made a mistake.

Natalie’s POV

I ran in the bathroom and started crying. Tears were just falling down. I was broken. He broke my heart once again. Even though I like Jason and I am with him... I still love Justin. He is still in my heart. When I kiss Jason, I think of Justin. When I am in his arms, I think it is Justin's arm wrapped around me, protecting me from everything and everyone. I looked myself in the mirror. Mascara was all over my face. I was such a mess. A soft knock was heard on the door. Then, his soft voice, filled with worry.

"Baby doll? Are you alright?" - He asked with worry in his voice.

Oh my God, this boy. I want to love him, not Justin. He is treating me like a princess, makes me happy. I like him, yes. But, Justin is still there, stuck in my heart. I am trying to forget him and I can say, it is going well. I started to love Jay every day more and more. Letting out a sigh and looking myself in the mirror, I replied to Jason.

"Wait for a minute Jay, I will come out now." - I replied and washed my face.

The mascara from my face was gone now. After that, I went out. He was still there, waiting for me. I just ran and hugged him tight. Silently, I was sobbing into his chest.

"Baby doll? What is wrong? Why are you crying?" - He asked me and kissed the top of my head.

I pulled away and looked into his face, my hands still wrapped around his torso and his were now on my cheeks. With his thumbs, he wiped out my tears.

"What is wrong baby doll? Did Justin hurt you again? I am going kill him! “- He turned to go, anger was placed on his face.

My hand immediately caught his wrist, stopping him to do something that he is going to regret. He looked down on it, then moved his gaze back on my face, looking into my eyes.

"Jay take me home please. We will talk there." - I replied and he nod.

He was not angry anymore. Placing his lips on my forehead, he left a kiss on it. Intertwining our fingers, we headed towards our table, as he paid. I looked at Justin once again. He had a frown and looked at me. I instantly turned my gaze towards Jason and he was already waiting for me. I got on my tippy-toes and kissed him. He smiled and when I pulled away, he held my coat, as I put it on me.

After I put it on me, we got out and headed towards my car. Jason opened the door of the car for me.  I got inside. He did the same and started the car, leaving the parking lot. My head was leaned on the seat and I was looking outside the window. Suddenly, I felt Jason's hand on mine, as he held it in his. I turned my head to him. His gaze was on the road, but he moved it to me, when he noticed I am looking at him.

"Are you alright, baby doll?" - He pecked my hand and smiled at me.

I gave him a small smile.

"Yeah Jay, do not worry." - I reassured him.

It was silent in the car until we came in front of my house. We were looking at each other.

"Why don't you move in with me? I want you with me all the time." - squeezing his hand, he gave me a smile.

"I do not know baby doll. Are you sure about it?

"A hundred percent." - I said sure and smiled.

"Alright then. I will come tomorrow." - he said and I nod.

Both of us leaned in for a kiss, then went home.

-Morning-

I woke up and did my morning routine. Wash my face, brush my teeth and put some mascara on. I went downstairs and called Jason. It took him a while to pick up.

-On the phone-

"Good morning baby doll."

"Good morning love." - I said and heard him chuckling.

"What's up baby doll?"

"Nothing much. I called you to ask if you made up your mind about moving in. Should I wait for you for breakfast?"

"Well, I am ready to come. I will be there in 10 minutes."

"Okay, I will be waiting for you."

“Love you baby doll."

This made me giggle, before I replied.

"I love you too Jase." - I hung up.

...

He came to my room and we laid on OUR bed. Our legs were laced, the same was with our fingers on our hands. I laid on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. It was so peaceful. Until, someone rang on my door. I let out a sigh, before I got up. I ran down. When I opened the door, there was he. Standing wet Justin. It was raining outside and the raindrops were falling on his perfect face from his hair. His hair was messy. He just stood there on the rain, staring at me. I noticed he was shaking. On this freezing weather, he has just a T-shirt on.

"Justin, what are you doing here? Come in, you are freezing."- I took his hands and lead him in the house, then closed the door.

I ran and took towels. He was still standing where I left him. I moved him on the sofa and with the towel wiped his hair. He caught my wrist and laid me on the sofa next to him. He got on top of me and looked inside my eyes. Raindrops were falling on my face. Licking his lips, he was ready to press his lips on mine, but Jason yelled my name and both me and Justin snapped our heads at him. He was standing on the top of the stairs, looking at us, mad and angry. I pushed Justin off me and told him to wait down. I ran up and Jason took my upper hand, then went in our room. His grip got tighter, so tight, that my hand started to hurt.

“Jason, it hurts. Stop it please." - I begged him.

"Shut up Natalie!"- He pushed me inside and closed the door.

"Wasn't I enough for you? I was just perfect and you were fine until he came. It is like, he is your weakness and I am someone you play with. Well, no more playing baby doll."- He had a sudden mood change.

He went from angry to calm. I felt scared, so I did not say anything. A burn ran through my cheek. He slapped me and kept pushing me, until I fell on the bed.

"I am going to make you forget every kiss you had with him. Every little memory! Tonight, I will make you mine!"

He started pulling my clothes off, without even asking for my permission. I was struggling and asked him to stop, but he kept going. I slapped, screamed, prayed for someone to come in and save me from this monster.

"It is over you little slut, don't you see? You will never..." - a loud bang.

Justin hit him and he fell on top of me, unconscious. I was looking in shock. I pushed Jason off me and ran to Justin. I hugged him so tight, feeling safe in his arms. Tears start to ran down my cheeks. Jason wanted to rape me. He called me a slut. He slapped me! This is too much. And what hurts the most? He did not even love me. All he wanted was, to have sex with me. And I fell in love with him. On his sweet words and little games. Why me? What did I do to deserve this? Why am I hurt again?

"Shh... Nath, it is okay. I am here to protect you princess. He will not hurt you again. Calm down princess, do not cry." - He stroked my hair.

I felt calm, but I was still broken.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SjO5xl5Zdr0