Epilogue

Justin’s POV

It was Noah’s birthday. He is 16. My son grew up. He was celebrating it with his friends. My boys were here too. We left the gang. Michael is the new leader of it now. I really don’t care about it, since no one knew how Jason McCann looked.

As I was sitting with Victor, I looked at Noah. He was looking at his best friend, Avalanna. They met in school. I moved back with my mother. He took care of Noah as his own mother. I bet he has a crush on that girl. I know that look. I looked at her the same way when I was 15.

Victor’s hand patted my back. I looked at him and took a sip from my beer.

“You miss her, don’t you?” – He asked me and I felt something form in my throat. I wanted to cry, whenever someone brought her in a conversation. This happens every year, on Noah’s birthday.

“I will miss her forever. I will love her forever.” – I answered him and he patted my back.

I stood up from my seat and went outside. I got in my car and started the engine, droving off to the woods, next to my house that is still there. Nothing has changed. I went inside the house and inside the kitchen. I looked at the fridge. There were pictures clipped to it. Pictures from her smiling, from us kissing, from me with Noah on my shoulders. I turned around and walked into the living room. There were still cars on the floor. It was the last time me and Noah played with them. Once I walked upstairs, I went into Noah’s room. His crib was still there, the blanket on the ground was still there. She left it there when I told her I found Noah. I closed my eyes and went into our room. Everything was messy. My clothes were on the bed, mixed with hers. I went inside our bathroom and looked at the shampoo. I brought it to my nose and inhaled. It smelled just like her. Oh, how much I miss her. How much I miss her smile, her energy, her stubbornness, her hugs, her kisses, her warm body against mine.

I went back in our room and stood in front of our bed.  I slide down and broke down in tears. I screamed and cried in the same time.

I still remember the day she died. I attacked Jason and I heard the boys coming. His gun was pointing in me and I hit his head hard, then twisted his arm. He pulled the trigger and I looked in front of me. I saw her slowly fall on the ground, with a hole in her forehead. I screamed her name and ran towards her, right when I heard another gun shoot. I turned around and looked at Jason holding his thigh. One of the boys shot him. I continued running towards my angel. Her eyes opened and looked at me one last time before she closed them and never opened them again. I screamed, as I held her lifeless body in my hands. Noah wouldn’t stop crying. The boys were holding Jason and looking at me. I stood up, angry and ran towards Jason, taking Victor’s gun and shooting at Jason. I was shooting him, until there were no bullets left. I went back to my angel and took her in my hand.

“Somebody take Noah, please.” – I said. while walking past all of them. I left Jason’s body there to feed the wolves.  

Natalie’s body was in our yard. Her grave was here. In her house. On her favorite place. Flowers were all around her grave. She loved them.

I couldn’t bear that she was gone. I was drinking, until Noah turned 5.

I learned to live for him. All I do is because of him. I guess she would like this. If it wasn’t for Noah, I would’ve been gone long time ago. I would’ve been with my angel. But, I will meet her one day. Again.

And then, I will never let her go.

I love you, my angel. Wait for me.

A/N This is the end. Thank you so much for everything. I must admit, I was crying while I was writing the last chapter. Read my new story, and wait for another one with Justin or Jason. I love you and thank you again for everything.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 18

After 2 years

“Jason, stop tickling him, he’s going to pee himself and if he does, you will clean him up!” – I yelled from the kitchen. Jason was tickling Noah, while he was laughing.

“Angel, let him laugh. Don’t you love his laugh?“ – Asked Jason, as he laughed along with him. I shook my head and just smiled.

My life has been a long journey with Jason. After that horrible night, I was obeying everything he said. Later, I found out I was pregnant and I couldn’t abort it, so I had to tell Jason the news. He was beyond happy and he celebrated it with his boys. I haven’t been talking to them, until Noah came on this world. Actually, Noah calmed Jason down. He is sweet towards me and hasn’t harassed me since he found out I was pregnant. He spoils me and I can’t even tell how much he spoils Noah. Jason learned that I have nothing with any of the boys and now we are all like a big family. They spoil Noah too. I hated Jason more than anything after what he did, but he has changed since then and my feelings got slowly back.

“Jason, dinner is ready!” – I yelled once again and after a couple of minutes, he came in with Noah walking in front of him and his tiny hands were wrapped around Jason’s fingers to support himself while walking.

“Go to mommy, Noah.” – Jason let go of his hands and Noah slowly walked towards me, with a smile on his face and his hands towards me. When he reached me, I took him in my hands and kissed his cheek.

Jason came in front of us and kissed the top of his head, then his lips kissed my hair. I inhaled and slowly exhaled. I looked at Jason and our eyes met. He smiled and leaned in, leaving a kiss on my lips. I smiled while his lips were still against my lips.

After I gave Noah to eat, Jason took him in his room and put him in his crib. I sat on the table and Jason joined me.  We ate peacefully and afterwards, I washed the dishes, when Jason’s lips kissed my neck. I slightly moved and his hand wrapped around my stomach, holding me in place. I panicked, my thoughts going back to that horrible night.

“I won’t do anything to you baby, relax. I just missed you.” – Whispered Jason against my ear, and I relaxed. We have a son; he can’t rape me again, can he?

“I just want to touch my baby girl.” – His other hand slowly slide down my thigh, causing goosebumps to rise on my skin.

Jason’s lips attached to my neck and my hand went in his hair. When he noticed I gave him a permission to touch me, his hands lifted my dress and went straight into my panties, his finger making small, agonizing circles around my clit. I threw my head back on Jason’s shoulder, giving him more access to my neck. He turned me towards him, attacking my lips with his, as both of his hands went behind my thighs and lifted me in his arms, my legs wrapping around his waist and my neck went in his hair. He went towards our room, not breaking the heated make out session. He slowly placed me on our bed, while getting on top of me and slowly kissing me from my lips to my neck and chest. His hand rubbed my thigh.

Last night was so wild. I wonder how Noah slept. We were so loud; I don’t think I’ve ever screamed that much in my life. Well, after I was giving birth to Noah. After I took a shower, I glanced at Jason to see him sleeping on our king sized bed, tired from last night. I went towards Noah’s room and a smile appeared on my face.

But once I reached the crib, the smile faded. He wasn’t there. I ran downstairs to see if any of the boys came here and took him. I searched everywhere, but none of the boys were here. Lastly, I checked our yard, but it was empty too.

I let out a scream and ran inside, towards our bedroom. Jason ran downstairs already and I bumped into him. He didn’t let me go and just started asking me questions.

“Noah’s gone, Jason! My son is gone! Where is he?! Take him back home! Give me my baby back!” – I crushed into his arms and started crying. Who took my baby? Who is that cruel to take an innocent being?

Jason held me in his arms, while he was calling Victor and ordering him to search everywhere.

2 days passed by and I still haven’t slept. Noah was nowhere to be found and I was going insane. Jason has been trying to give me something to eat, but I refused everything.

While sitting on the floor with Noah’s blanket in my hands, Jason came in furious.

“I know where Noah is! “ – He said as he leaned down to me.

I looked at him and my eyes lit up.

“Let’s take him!” – I said fast and I was about to stand up, but Jason didn’t let me.

“Your old friend, Jason, has him. And he wants you in order to give Noah back to me. I’m not letting you go with me; I just wanted you to know that I am going to take Noah home.” – He kissed my forehead and stood up, going into our room. I followed him and sat on our bed.

He went into our walk-in wardrobe, leaving his phone on our bed. I quickly took it and looked at the last message he had with Victor, giving him the address where they should meet Jason. I locked it before Jason came back.

“Please bring my baby home.” – I looked at Jason with pleading eyes.

He nod his head and kissed my lips.

“Stay home and don’t open the door to anyone. I have a key; I will unlock the door by myself. Do you understand me?” – Jason asked me and I just nod my head.

“Take care.”

“I will. I love you baby.” – He said and once again, kissed my lips, this time longer.

“I love you too.” – I replied after the kiss and watched Jason leave the house.

But, I knew exactly what I should do. After I heard Jason’s car drive away, I went right after him. The place where they will meet is somewhere near our house, in the woods.

Shortly after, I noticed Jason standing against Jason, who had Noah in his hands. I gasped at the sight of my kid being in other hands than his father’s. I ran towards them and heard Jason yell my name, but it was already too late. Jason had me next to him and had his gun pointing at me.

“Jay, let me have my son, please. Don’t hurt him.” – I pleaded, not listening to Jason’s words anymore.

“Oh baby doll, do you think it’s that easy for me to let go of you? If I wanted to let you go, I wouldn’t have kidnapped you from your wedding with that fucker!” – He hissed, while pointing with his head towards Jason. I looked at him and didn’t understand what he said.

“What are you talking about Jay?” – I asked him and all he did, was chuckle.

“He is not the man you think he is.”

“Jason, don’t!” – Jason shouted back at him.

“You see, 4 years ago, you were going to marry Justin Bieber, or your current boyfriend, Jason McCann. But baby doll, I couldn’t let that happen. You were mine, and you still are. So, on your wedding day, I kidnapped you and took you away from him. Sadly, I had beaten you, until you were unconscious and you didn’t remember anything afterwards. So, I gave you another name, another everything. Another life. New life. Better than the previous one, until this fucker created his own gang and became America’s most wanted criminal and took you away from me. But, now I have to take back what’s mine. And that’s you, Natalie.”

Everything came back in flashbacks. I needed answers. My head was spinning and I looked in front of me.

Justin was attacking Jason, while Noah was left on the ground in his basket. I rushed towards my son and crouched next to him.

Suddenly, I looked at him and all I saw was Noah crying. I wanted to hold my son, but I couldn’t. My body fell next to his basket and my eyes started shutting. Pool of blood formed under my head. Justin screamed my name and he shook my body. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

He was crying and I have never seen my Jason McCann cry before. I closed my eyes, and I never opened them again.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI

Chapter 17

After I got myself cleaned up and left the shower, I put on my sweatpants and headed downstairs, where all the boys were, except for Jason. I do not know where he is, and honestly, I do not care. I still cannot believe he used me, like I was one of his sluts. I shouldn’t have trusted him, I shouldn’t have let him touch me, let alone kiss me and have sex with me! But, there is no turning back now; there is nothing I can do about it. It happened and I will have to live with it for the rest of my life. I spotted Shane sitting on the sofa alone and I approached him, sitting right next to him. I nudged his shoulder, causing him to look at me.

“Hi.” – I grinned at him.

“Hey sugar pie.” – Shane messed my hair.

“What are you doing?” – I asked him, while leaning my head against his shoulder.

“I am just playing games. Want to play with me?” – He asked me, his eyes not leaving the screen in front of him.

“No, I will just sit here, if that is okay with you.” – I replied, still laying my head against his shoulder.

“It is all fine, sugar pie.” – Shane replied shortly and continued playing.

I think hours passed and we were both still sitting in a comfortable silence. None of us had to speak and that is what I’ve been wanting since I first stepped here. The house was always filled with shouts coming from the boys. But, I also love it and kind of miss it. In Jay’s house, it was always silent. I was alone and I had nothing to do. Somehow, I am grateful that I am finally out of there. I just wish I did not fall in love with Jason. Speaking of Jason, he just passed the living room fast and then he slowly came back, looking at me and Shane. Our eyes met and I quickly looked back at Shane’s game.

“What the fuck is going on here?!” – Jason’s voice roared through the house, especially the living room.

I quickly moved my head from Shane’s shoulder and I looked down. Shane stopped his game and looked at Jason.

“Why are you shouting? We both can hear you. And I was playing games, while Avy was just sitting here and making me company. We didn’t even talk.” – replied Shane calmly.

“Avalanna, go back into my fucking room!” – He shouted again.

When I didn’t move, Jason stomped towards me and grasped my hair, pulling me up from the couch. I winced and stood up, because I had no other choice. Tears formed in my eyes, as I looked at Shane. He stood up and stood in front of Jason.

“Jason, let go off the poor girl, you are hurting her! We did nothing wrong, we were just sitting here!” – Shane shouted back at Jason.

“I got enough of you being too close with her from the day I got here in this house! Stay the fuck away from her! Do you understand me Toplass?!” – Jason gripped my hair even tighter while yelling at Shane. I yelped and tears streamed down my face.

“Yes, just let her go, you are hurting her, don’t you see?!”

“Don’t tell me what to do with her, she is my property!”

Tears streamed down my face even more. He is treating me like I’m an object. I’m not even human to him. I’m nothing to him. Just a girl he used last night. Someone caught my upper hand and dragged me towards their chest, making me yelp even more since Jason was holding my hair. I looked up and noticed Jack’s eyes staring at me.  Jason pulled my hair back and I was removed from Jack’s hands.

“Get your fucking hands away from her Graceffa!” – Jason continued shouting.

“Let her go Jason! She did nothing wrong, stop hurting her because that’s what your fucking ass wants!” – Jack defended me.

“Don’t tell me what to do!” – He replied and I looked into his eyes. They were dark and I know he was beyond mad. And I know I will be punished for nothing. But, sadly, I have to keep my mouth shut.

Jason dragged me with him, while his hand was still holding my hair. The boys couldn’t do anything else, because Jason would hurt me even more. He pushed me inside our bedroom and I landed on the ground. Tears continued to stream on my cheeks, as Jason closed and locked the door. Once again, his hand grasped my hair and dragged me up, towards the bed. He threw me on the bed and I couldn’t look at him. His hand caught my chin and forced me to look at him. His hand moved to my hair and he pulled it back, while looking at me.

“If I ever see you talk again with one of the boys, not only he will be dead, but you will be too. Am I clear, Avalanna?!” – He hissed. I just nod my head and Jason’s hands grabbed my shirt, as he ripped it in half. I did not wear a bra, and quickly covered my chest with my hand.

“Why aren’t you wearing a bra?!” – He grasped my hair once again, while pulling it back. I had to remove my hands from my chest and put them over Jason’s hand that was pulling my hair.

“Answer me when I’m asking you!” – He pulled it even more.

“I-I didn’t feel like wearing it.” – I stuttered.

“You are such a little slut, aren’t you?!” – He slapped me across my cheek, not too hard.

I brought my hand on the place he hit. He hasn’t hit me in a long time. I even forgot he can do that.

“Let’s play with the slut, shall we?” – He chuckled and stripped down his clothes.

I backed on the bed, only to be dragged back to him. He started ripping the clothes off me and soon, I was raped by the man I loved, Jason McCann.

Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M4lOcsVIcCI