I put my hands on
Jason, because they were wrapped around me. Justin looked at me with tears and
he finally spoke.
"You have a boyfriend?"- He asked.
His voice showed he
was hurt and he was about to cry. Looking at me, he was waiting for my answer. I
just nod to him.
"Yeah, he is my boyfriend and my best friend. Why?" - I acted
like I am confused and furrowed my eyebrows.
"Can we talk Natalie? Please?" - He was basically begging me
and I turned my head to Jason, for permission, even though he was just my
friend.
"Are you sure you want to go, babe?" - He asked, while he was
looking at me.
"Yeah, why not, Jay?" - I replied.
"Well, okay, go then." – He shrugged with his shoulders, and I
turned to Justin and gave him a smile.
My hands went off of
Jason's and he let me go. Just when I was about to make a step towards Justin,
Jason caught my wrist and turned me to him. Our bodies were touching and I put
my head up to face him. He was a little bit taller from me.
"No kiss for me babe?" - A smirk appeared on his face.
It was weird and
awkward at first, because this is going to be our second kiss and we are not
even together. He is just my friend and he should stay like that. I cannot
imagine him as my boyfriend. But, I had to act, so I smiled to him and wrapped
my hands around his neck. I got on my tippy-toes to reach his lips and he
leaned in, as our lips connected. It was just a peck, so when I pulled away I
gave him a fake smile.
"I will be back in a minute, wait me in the car." - I told
him.
He nod and pecked my
lips once again, then gave Justin a stern look and left. I furrowed my eyebrows
and turned to Justin, who was standing with his hands in his pockets. I saw
pain in his eyes.
"What you want to talk about Justin?" - I said, while I was
looking at him.
"Where were you all these years Nath? I came after 1 year and you
were not there. I came to take you with me and..." - I interrupted in his
speech.
"Oh, really?" - I crossed my arms.
"I was not there? What you thought Justin? I will wait you to come
back? That I will not have other friends or a boyfriend? That you were the only
one? Well you are wrong! " –
Tears came uninvited
in my eyes. But, I am strong, I will not cry! Not in front of him. He is not
worth my tears.
"Because, you forgot me! You have not called or even texted me! I
knew that from the moment you told me you were leaving." - I was crying
right now.
Tears were falling on
my cheeks and on the cold floor. I could not stop them. And then, just like in
the old times, he hugged me and I was crying on his shoulder, with my arms
wrapped around him. That is what I call "HOLD TIGHT."
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